RainAlchemist

2010-09-28T01:02:00.000-07:00

Right right.........

*clear off the dust here*

you guys have been telling me to update my dead blog >D
but i am just lazy~~

especially the birdie 8D

i should do a fanservice for jasmine with the guy she say it hot? O-o

you like this? answer me!!

http://img408.imageshack.us/img408/2755/eclipsekaichouwamaidsamd.jpg
Usui blushing

ok.. this is freaking HD version i manage to get @_@
300 over MB !!!

i need a new hard disk @_@
and i keep having imagination of ant crawling on my mountain of manga book

T_T

2010-06-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

僕の名前わ　レイン中島
友達和、ナカマのタマ，大好きです　８D
でもでもでも。。

I will end with the japanese right here... -_-
FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST END! (i go cry)

T_T

2010-05-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Rabit

Six Names You Go By:
1. Rain
2. Mana
3. Inu
4. Edward
5. Allen
6. my real name? ;D

Three Things You Are Wearing Now:
1. Black T-shirt.. actually edward top to be exact..
2. Black shorts
3. Towel over head =w=

Three Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. FINISH ALL MY COSTUME AND PROPS SO THAT I CAN SLACK!
2. More money

3. New phone pl0x..

Three People Whom You Hope Will Do This Meme:
Gumok
Lauren
Sensei

Three Things You Did Last Night:
1. Played Facebook game
2. Played NDS game
3. Talking to people on MSN

Three People You Last Talked To On The Phone:
1. Rabit
2. Agito
3. My mother =.=

Three Things You Are Going To Do Tomorrow:
1. Go pay Costume :D
2. Go out with Animal Family :D
3. Spam some arcade?

Four Of Your Favourite Drinks:
1. 100 plus Lime
2. Ice lemon tea
3. QOO white grape
4. Pepsi

Three Things That Made You Smile Today:

1. Classmate joke
2. Cat that i saw, we both scare each other -.-
3. Game :D

-.- force to post

2010-04-26T13:03:00.000-07:00

Rain:Hi guys, now raining and i am being force to blog by our dear dear dear... BIRDS :D
Tori:HIHI!! I manage to get Rain to blog!! HOHO!! YAY!!
Rain:So happy huh? -.- i only always lazy
Tori: LOL! Your last post is in January!!! -.-"
Rain: I got no idea what to post mah... not that my props is really for show..
Tori: haha! We hurry do together! Can post your group project also mah XD
Rain: =w= i never take picture at all...
Tori: Just now got chance T.T Now raining uh.. Lesson starting soon D: Got to draw!
Rain: draw wooden stickman in *ahem* pose >D
Tori: Stick man i am okay but the hand D: D:
Rain: i though you scare the pose only :D:D i should make some nice nice one later
Tori: LOL! Don't give me hard view can liao! *Smiles* That time twist till the leg drop out! LOLs
Rain: the leg not me!!! i only do dirty pose >_<>< 8D
Rain: got baby?
Tori: LOL! Not so fast but tonight trying again XD
Rain: *raise white flag* later i lost my control how ar?
Tori: Haha! Do on the MODEL!! 8D
Rain: model too 'tiny'
Tori: I give you BIG BIG model for your BIRTHDAY! XD
Rain: cannot!! model don have penis D:
Tori: Robot comfirm have! I go Japan to get one! Must find one that is as HOT as my wife XD
Rain: D: but robots or model doesnt produce sperm how sia?
Tori: I help the Robot to install Sperm XD
Rain: whose sperm? OAO
Tori: Hmm *I got find someone HOT! then use their sperm [:
Rain: How you make them cum first?
Tori: Let them watch horny thing or tell them about horny thing.. comfirm a lot alot out de XD
Rain: but... wont masturbatin be faster?
Tori: Smart Rain! I don't have to use so must effort for the sperm to come out manz! :D
Rain: you must do for them leh XDXDXDXDXD
Tori: Give them exercising machine that vibrates! *Opps* Horny :D:D
Rain: give them something to poke more faster O.o
Tori: Orh i go touch their *ErHmm* then horny liao XD
Rain: later they wan you help them blowjob O.O
Tori: I will Chop &Hammer that guy!! D:
Rain: still never get the sperm
Tori: Hospital have also XD
Rain: get dragon sperm better 8D
Tori: Wahh! Not vad manz! You will have the first Dragon half Human baby! Oohhh!
Rain: cool what.... human with dragon wing and can fly :D
Tori: You will see the bird teach it fly! XD
Rain: ok ar,,, 1pm liao... let END O_O
Tori: Lia Rain wo men zhou le :D

END! cya later O.o
Tori: Rain will blog again soon!

2010-01-31T01:27:00.000-08:00

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This blog... IT ROTTING!!

Ok wait, reset.. ding ding..

i seriously lazy to update my blog.. cause my memory so dam short >_<>_> flush at the comments for me lOl!

In anycase, happy -belated 1 month late- new year :D
last year was fill with happiness and epicness but also shitstormness.

This year,
start school on my papa ITE. good thing got one tomboy in my class~~ i am so HAPPY AR XD

but i seriously hate drawing module............. first time lesson teaches us the DAM basic stuff and ask us to draw many steel life thing -__-

Anyway, one of my classmate when we all go break tgt. and when we cant finish our food, he will go " you know ar, the african people no money to eat you know, so dun waste food"
epic ar!

>_> Oh! Risa! congrats on getting into RP, i am so gonna disturb you on friday XD

My absol costume is left 99.9% percent.. rofl! I JUST REMEMBER I STILL GOT RISA EXTENSION IN MY BAG O_O

My teito?
*goes emo*

new chara plan?
*goes emo*

ok ar... thinking of doing ciel with agito since i got this plan last yr of doing.... but than i drops it~ as there is overflooded with ciel already, maybe i wait for the season 2 to be out?

... still got any Chi-size chibi character left? *get killed by edward*

.. nights tired le >_> happy reading

OH AND!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!

2009-10-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

*Claps*

I Am BACK O_O... from mia?

What have i done since the last 1 month and 1 week?

-Attention gumok bday
-Mid-autumn festival (firework nice kays?)
-My N level FINISH!!!!!!!!!
-My new tank for fish
-My pants that i buy is way too big~~ (now still resizing at shop)
-Looking for part-time
-Someone introduced me a job for tour-guiding a group of japanese student around singapore and i just finish it todays...
-Shocking to know RP had an cosplay event... =_=|| costume not even done... GYAAAAAA
Mistake learn.. not to do thing slackly..

Today:
i think XD most of you are interested in the tour-guiding... For people like agito and sensei where their japanese are quite good.. comfirm got no problem in atleast talk to them in a simple way.. or anything.. for people like us.. where japanese knowlendge is still LOW LOW.....

Wah... i am beat T_T ...
First thing they want to go,
Sea,Chinatown, takashimaya.
than we had to told them sea is impossible.. so.. end up with chinatown and taka.. but they say they dont want go taka, and want to shop present for their friend and family..
so.. i let them shop at chinatown...

When we go take MRT at city hall.. i got lost.. LOL! too nervous XD
Chinatown, they complaint hot, so i had to draw a building with arrow and draw the a air-con.. in a cartoon way.. and they understand easier too !!
Meanning: Want to go places that had air-con?

When helping them to buy macdonald is also XD
Draw 3 different size on drink and fries, than arrow, than price. than they choose :D
but one thing is, they can read and can't say. O_o..

Than afterwards we shop around more.. than, time is getting tight,, need to bring them back to the hotel at 1:45PM and receive my pay for the day after saying goodbyes to them~~ WooooHoooo~~~ :D:D:D

Saturday!! RP got event, died.

My Costume~ My bootcover~ My Automail~ All not started or not done T_T... Too lazy~~
Gaagaa~~

XD

2009-09-15T16:34:00.000-07:00

I got tagged by Omok~

1. What cosplays have you done?
Allen from D gray man
Edward from Fullmetal alchemist

2. When was your first event?
last year WCG ..

3. What are your favorite costumes?
Allen.. cause easy to move XD (except falling and the stupid scar to draw)

4. Do you have any cosplay idols?
Nope~ though i go around and 'study' pro cosplay +.+

5. What is your first costume?
Allen..

6. Did you enter any contests?
1 or 2 time.. (force to and drag to)

7.Do you prefer to do group cosplay or solo?
group.. cause it fun :3

8. Do you believe love in cosplay?
err.. see alot of couple?

9. What are your upcoming cosplay plans?
Agito/Akito from air gear
teito klein from 07-ghost
absol from pokemon
(do until dead)

10. What are your dream cosplays?
Dunno? unless you got more Moyashi Collection to introduce me to collect o.O

11. Tag 5 friends to do this quiz:
=Rabit
=lauren
.. gee! people got limited friend la! XD

2009-08-27T20:52:00.000-07:00

Surprise the sudden change? XD
(yes very plain i know.. =w=)
i Used to want fma theme for awhile... but thank to the previous theme... i couldn't change at all...

i seem to have a liking for black,white and grey XD all neutral colors~
rabit~ i found similar allen theme to your.. the one click than change page one ._.
but than. i had d.gray-man theme for about 1 year. it time to change ... even though the changing was a killer...

Not much happened this week.. just get test paper and mark and stuff.... than i don't know when is the teacher day's... stupid class ask all to donate 2buck (but left over money go to their pocket =w=) .. (jenson you better shhh .. or else ^_^+)

surprisingly i pass my prelim math ._. the paper 1 was easy though the paper 2 was a brain-juice eater... Chinese i pass.. Combined for both subject have an epic fail =w=.. not that i mind... just few mark more to pass... English and Arts still don't know yet... teacher either nv come or havent recevied the scold...

ok.. what else... papa(rabit).. you better go out with your son 'once in awhile' please =_= don't everytime pei mama.. son will get lonely one~ XDXD!!!

poke

2009-08-24T18:22:00.000-07:00

*stare*
*snap*
*shit*

I finally remember a weird accident happen during my math paper 2 prelim last week =w=...

let just say.. i keep on forgotting that my mechanical pencil had spoil for like... 2 month already? and... it finally sort of breakdown at the exam when i am drawing graph.. ._. i dun have any extra pencil... ya so... =w= imagine the ending....

........Hmm...

SIAN... ULTIMATE SIAN.. ok. really. bored.. Sensei~ when we got outing again? ~~

~

2009-08-12T21:27:00.000-07:00

Err... i still love that flat lip ok :3

.... Anyway, Just gotten my Prelim art paper, and i heard that if i did bloody dam well at the prelim, i could skip art my N lvl paper 2 XD

Good choice... who wan to do a double work in less than a month? No right XDXD

I wish to change this blog theme.... but apparently.. i got problem in changing LOL =_=

Internet is getting more lag and lag and lag .... sigh.....

Bored,, rotten,,, i am still deciding Teito Klein from 07 Ghost.. he got too much version already

too bored

2009-08-04T00:05:00.000-07:00

Too bored liao...~

~

2009-07-27T21:24:00.000-07:00

Ehh?

Just a 'news' for D.Gray-Man fan out there o.o..

what onemanga site had said is that, D.gray-man is coming back at August 17 or 18. i repeat. LOL it coming back XD

Aveyond Gate of Night is coming out at July 30 XD~

Been watching more Anime/ Read more manga, play more game.. err Nds game..

So guys.. any good one that the genre is the one i like to recommand me to watch? O.o

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Let see... tomorrow N lvl chinese oral. wednesday submit N lvl art.. .......... =_=

You all are working liao~ less time to spend together, abit boring like this =w=

Been tagged

2009-06-25T23:15:00.000-07:00

Saw it from sensei blog lol. I been tagged @_@

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs (+) on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, paste the questions, answer the questions, tag 15 people (in the right hand corner of the app then click publish).

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: Yes

B - BIRTHDAY: 11 October

C - CRUSHING ON: Edward Plushie XD

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Fruit juice?

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: No idea?.. rabit?

F - FAVORITE: Fav stuff ar.. :+fav: to yaoi XD

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: WORMS XD

H - HOMETOWN: Woodlands

I - IN LOVE WITH: Game,Video,Animation. music XD

J - JUGGLE: ???

K - KILLED BY: Edward Elric (cause i call him short XD)

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: from woodlands to changi airport station. butt pain..

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate?

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2

O - ONE WISH: To able to use alchemy

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: .. my mom?

R - REASON TO SMILE: when the situation is funny to smile?

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Moments by ayumi hamasaki.. ( you will know why later LOL)

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: i woke up at 1pm today.. zzz

V - VEGETABLE(S): i like broccoli

W - WORST HABIT: Reckless ROFL

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: X-ray liver and heart o.o

Y – YOYOS ARE: Painful...

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Libra

Random Questions About You:

What color do you wear most?: Black grey.. dark color

What are you listening to?: Song?

Are you happy with your life right now?: this life is bored.

What is your favorite class in school?: Art

When do you start back at school/college?: i am only secondary student

Are you outgoing?: Maybe

Favorite pair of shoes?: I am not the shopping kind~ i would prefer boots though..

Where do you wish you were right now: Not sure..

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : CANNOT

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Impossible o.o

Can you whistle?: abit

Write with both hands?: yeah.. but left hand is not good yet

Walk with your toes curled?: Yep

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yep

Do you believe in miracles? .. Not really.

Do you believe in magic? Somehow yes, somehow no.

Love at first sight?: 50% 50%?

Do you think there's a Satan?: Yes

Do you believe in Santa?: No.

Do you know how to swim?: able to survive >_>

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Nope :3

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Nope

Have you ever asked someone out?: Friend for outing yeah..

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Nope and don wanna XD

Have you ever been to the ocean?: Real ocean. no.. T-T

Have you ever painted your nails?: WAIT LONG LONG!!!

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: 30? it night time now..

What radio station do you listen to?: Dislike radio... they are noisy zzz

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Forgot zzz

What was the last thing you bought?: Forgot.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: I flee from camera :3

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Want to, but cannot o.o

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: no

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: no

Do you cry when you get an injury?: no

Do certain songs make you cry?: no

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: rain is from sorrow weather what.. what do you think.

What can make you happy?: Funny incident XD

Do you wish you were happier? : Who don?

Can music make you happy?: maybe?

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: mainly is friendship which break my heart one rofl..

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: No.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black with brown here and there?

Current piercings?: No have

Have any tattoos?: nope

Eye color: black?

[ I remove the INGIRL section.. zz]

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail: NO
Mooned someone: HUH?!
Thrown up in a store: Corridor counted?
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Forgot liao~
Gone skinny dipping: ???

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald
Single or Group Dates: GROUP!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberry
Meat or Veggies: Veggies :33
TV or Movie: TV
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar~
Adidas or Nike: Dont know..
Chinese or Mexican: Japanese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: ????
Cake or Pie: strawberry cake and apple pie!

Do i have to tagged back? it will be a reserve >_>

work

2009-06-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

.. *put fireworks* *open QOO drink*

I HAD COMPLETED MY N's LEVEL FINAL ART PIECE!!!!!!!!!
i finish today :3 and teacher though i cannot finish by today XD

"the whole thing... TOOK ME.. atleast 60hour to completed T_T"

close up~ middle.. i like it :3 look like it moving from far o_O

my egg~ pattern cope from allen one leh~

Sight.. how wish i can complete this bird in blue color..

Blue Bird Illusion, The feathers symbolize that the Bluebird has disappeared in My life for good, never to return..

blame FMA blue bird illusion for this... zzz

feather that waste my whole lot of morning (4hr) doing 8 part... = 80 feather

The head :3

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Thank to Akuta Ichikawa artwork of Edward in neko form.. i am kind of addicited to her work... it simply.. it simple.. but it a nice work.... with light color..

attempt to draw Edward in human cat form, Allen in human dog form, and a mix of cat-dog human form of Original character.. having fun now :3 the 3 doodle take less than 30min XD~ and i am proud of the speed !

job~

2009-06-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

When luck suck. it really does =_=

when luck is awesome-ly good. it was.. OMG GOOD!

My N' level artwork o.o|| not completed. half way through

close up on egg :D:D:D took me half hr to finish the 8 egg

... Hey.. when did i draw this already XD my mood must be that when i drew this..

How difficult is life? very difficult. Though going to find job after N' level is comfirm hard. mom did suggest that i go down and help out instead of finding job.. but than >_> can't possible earn money within the family bah? siao =_=

nevermind.. risa~ after your O's come and find me we go hunt job together :)

....

2009-06-04T19:12:00.000-07:00

Something you all would love to see ._.
It the Automail that i work and slack for pass nearly 6 month?
And yes. I DONE IT BEFORE STREETFEST~~~~~ WOOOOOOOOT~

ok. i know it not really exactly as edward automail.. but this is the most that i could go so far with my DIY method and material >_>

Enjoy :D

......

2009-05-25T19:40:00.000-07:00

Kanpai~ just got a new hair tie after i lost my old at RP... no idea how >_>
after you have long hair for about 15 year. you do still have the habit of when you got long hair. used to have long hair, but chop it when the weather.. no.. the global warning IS GETTING OMG RIDICULOUS HORRIBLE HOT!!!

Last week of school term. YES! school are so *#$&#@(%*@#*($&@#(@ BORED for pass 2 week.. we get nothing but math and math and more math for every period.. OMG! we all go to school just for the sake of. mark attendence, or else i do pon it.. stupid classmate are abandoning me tomorrow.. dam those guy XD they are a source of killing time.!!

one point is that, all my guy classmate heard that i play guitar freak at the arcade, their expression is totally epic XD
1) girl , you PLAY THAT?!
2) seriously ar?
3) let go play together.

Ok.. LOl.. so we were like organizing an guitarfreak/hero outing on next week ... than go for some lan than arcade.. we even quarrel about who more noob on DDR.
来啦！！来比谁比较 noob! on next week! we go arcade!
Epic la.. instead of quarrelling who more pro... we did oppsite XD

I dun care and i am gonna leave early for next friday booaster program.. 8 to 5.. i am gonna leave early for the usual trip :D:D:D:D

i only know... Next week is a packed week T_T.... 会累死的啊！！~

streetfest is approaching *gasp* i better go buy my stuff this weekend.. drag longer. no more automail edward =_=||..

In the mean time.. Enjoy my too bored with lot of grammer mistake.. LOL![fantasy]

I, sat infront of computer doing nothing except typing and yes, listening to MP3. The bloody damn weather have been a killer due to its, Level of Humid. Holiday are arriving in less than a week. but extra lesson make our holiday mood gone Piss-off! Weather is alway making my mood gone bad~ luckily, i haven't snap to my 'FEMALE' classmate [only] yet. Standing beside/behind me was Allen and Edward, finally i am able to bind their soul into the tie. The one which i lost it last friday.... i get a one heck of nice scolding from them for being too Careless.. Opp~ Atleast now they are delight... [ free from hell! ]

Flashback

2009-05-20T23:45:00.000-07:00

Here goes nothing.. CLEAN BLOG.. GET WORKING EDWARD AND ALLEN! GOO! ( get smack again T_T)

Anyway. i just remember something. There one time when my morning assembly have this relaxation every wednesday.. it like meditate.. so yeah.. everyone meditate... it just that.. when i was meditating. there was this flashback suddenly came to my mind. out of the blue... even though i have an idea about when you are deep in a meditate trance. you can see the memory of your previous life.(that what i discover from study these few year .. after knowing alchemy and stuff)

so it is.. i was meditating.. very deep.. nothing in my mind except meditation.. it just a flash. i see a door infront of me opening, and at that moments. my body and mind just move without my signal and jump out from the trance... the next thing i know is.. i am looking infront.. with a wtf expression of coz~ i am very sure I, never see that door in that flash image before!! .. not in my life O.o

COSTUME

2009-05-12T20:50:00.000-07:00

..... GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh ._.

Faint~

I. FINALLLY. FINISH SEWING MY EDWARD RED COAT AND BLACK JACKET.

JUST LEFT THE AUTOMAIL!!!!!!!!!! GAAAHHHH~~

WOOOOOOOOOT HOOOOOOOOOOOOo~~ :D

*dead again*
someone cast revive in RO please @_@

Edward

2009-05-06T10:45:00.000-07:00

... *take broom. duster, clear dust* there... happy?

geee~~ nothing to post what... =_=
right now. i also dun know what to write....

.... Not much.. Exam this week. and i am not really actually studying as usual :D

...... Edward is totally.. Inhuman *get smack by edward*

-Fainted-

FMA brotherhood

2009-04-06T12:13:00.000-07:00

GAHHHH FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST SEASON 2 IS BACK!!!!!!!!!! AFTER 5 YEAR!!!!~~~ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

compare to the first episode and the series from 5 year ago. I HAVE TO SAY. BONE STUDIO IMPROVE ALOT ON THE ANIMATION PART :D

Omg.. omg..omg.. i am crazy. i need TO DOWNLOAD THE EPISODE!!

this series is A MUST TO COLLECT !!

Hmm.. Edward costume is still the same. now this series out. i will have more version to cos in edward..

:D:D:D OMG!! EDWARD ELRIC. WELCOME BACK!!!!!

GAHHHHHHHhh~~~~~~~~~~ NUTS !!!!! OMG OMGOMG ... ~~~ afterall!~ FMA is the first anime which turn me into a anime-freak :D

DAy~

2009-04-01T18:00:00.000-07:00

my idea development I and II combine. (not complete)
but...... .... .... i did rip the curse mark from kuroshitsuji to use on my idea development. causing teacher and i say. this bird is satanity~ for me. after i finish. i am like.. Are this birds cursed? -_-||

<-- for FUCKING SAKE. this is my BOOK. Wooot~ this book is Mine. yes. all mine. i doodle all over and my hand writing of note all over the pages. but yet. it was stolen.. sad.. the story goes

Last week when i have 2 day MC. tuesday and wednesday. thursday i go back. my geography Text and workbook when missing. but a person come and returning my workbook and my textbook is.. still unknown. but than. i absent for friday. the next week. which is this monday. i go back. i discover the paper that i store inside my textbook, it under my desk. so the person had decided to steal it. taking my book as like her own. -_-... ...

so.. yeah.. than today. geography lesson. i look at her desk. her(or mine) book. the condition of the book does not look like from what her personality is. my book edge is ragged. torn. so does she. at the moments. something smack me. i remember about the note and character drawing i drew inside. and at the world map. i did circle a country that i wan to go during last year.

which i. trying to get an chance to take a look at world map. if there is really a circle of the country. she is the culprit. during recess. no luck. she keep guarding her desk. after school. go pay N level fee go back and saw all malay are gone. And i decide to take a look. Yes. Strike. Bingo. there is a mark that i locate down at the world map. and drawing all over the page. but my name she has cancel and correction tape it. when my friend help me remove the tape. you can clearly see my name(it a dark blue ink and her is alittle lighter than mine) underneath. and on the another page. she write her name big big and put there 3N2. as if she got this book last year.

i borrow my friend tape and tape it. and draw/write the area and behind.. with kranji,romanji and kuroshitsuji character XD but you know. even though i dun do that. you can clearly know that the handwriting inside the page. the hand writing of her 'name' . is completely 2 different person. and i doubt she can draw anime character. i am the only person in the class who like to draw anime character.

right now i am typing.. wonder how she gonna react tomorrow. if she say her book got stolen. i gonna say something that will backstab her. i am very piss at the moment.

lai. kanda fan.. can pass the standard of kanda or not? (later go digital it..)

OMG~ why is inuyasha wearing black?

XD

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2009-03-29T19:09:00.000-07:00

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Sian. bored. and other more i can't say.(don need to read this post)

a PS2. Idiot big brother. place in his room. because he say he want. i want to play. ask me go away. say cannot or whatever shit. and somemore the PS2 is 2nd bro buy for me.
because he sleeping. i have to wait until he wake up. if i just enter and play. i would get my head scold off like bloody fucking shit.... yeah i wait. when he finally wake up. he say i already play computer. so play later or so. i was really.... .... .... .... .... ... ... .... ...... ..... ....... ....

KUSO LA. i WANT TO PLAY LA. if play on weekday. he would say. tomorrow got school. so don't play.

EXCUSE ME. I LIKE 4 MONTH NEVER TOUCH MY PS2 LIAO!!!!!!!!

Like i say. he a #$*&@$&*#^$&*# nvm.. decide not to spilt too much vulgar.. -_- if i was to. there will be a list. so nvm. i will just move the ps2 later. So long~ Asshole!

kuroshitsuji

2009-03-28T01:02:00.000-07:00

I want! sebastian at the No.3
and ciel the first one.. wearing green!

it in La tendo now.. Omg.. i will go and get it later XD (got from sensei)

Timcanpy 2

2009-03-23T23:18:00.000-07:00

Timcanpy: ?

Timcanpy: ??????

Timcanpy: ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... >-< (WHAT ARE YOU TAKING MY PHOTO?!)

*CHOP**BITE*

T_T... my head ....

Not much. Just waiting for friday and good luck for tomorrow appearance check.. zzz stupid school. just we go school to study or attire check? funny sia -_-||

I gone down with Flu this morning.. can tell though. running nose + running eye.. -_-|| whole day...

WIN

2009-03-21T21:11:00.000-07:00

AH AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA~~~

i have watch Kuroshitsuji series till...... 23..
(WHY IS MY PARENT HOME AT 9PM?!! I HAVE YET TO BATHE!!)

.. and decide to. google>fanfiction>kuroshitsuji> for some entertainment.

the reason why i am WTF-ing and ROFLMAO is,

“What I want,” Ciel informed his butler coolly, “is to eat said chocolate sauce off of your chest, Sebastian. More specifically, off of your chest, your stomach, and possibly even your lower extremities.”

A thin eyebrow shot upward. If this was a game, his master was winning: this was twice in the past three minutes that Sebastian had been caught completely off guard, left blinking and baffled. It was long-past time to step things up, on his end. But first, just to make sure he hadn’t misunderstood… “… by ‘lower extremities,’” the butler clarified, in a tone one might use to double check that two and two made four, “I take it you do not mean ‘feet’?”

The boy offered him a pleasant smile. “No, Sebastian. I do not.”

god save me...
omg... i am laughing too much

“A timely suggestion, young master,” the butler murmured, an intentional huskiness sugar-coating the innocent response. “Though I’m afraid there is still a slight problem: through years of servitude, I have come to recognize that the young master is a notoriously messy eater. I fear my shirt will not be the only thing to stain...”

He trailed off, allowing the insult to linger between them; the teenager scowled at the crack, wishing to defend his impeccable manners but knowing that he couldn’t if he wanted to continue. Another point to the servant. “…very true,” Ciel finally agreed (albeit through gritted teeth), as his annoyed grimace melted into a saccharine smile. “Let’s nip the problem in the bud, then, shall we? The pants will have to come off too, just in case.”

Sebastian smirked. “Of course,” he purred, tilting forward: falling into a bow that placed him directly before his young master, eye to eye and nose to nose. Neither blinked, or started, or flinched away. They were both too stubborn and prideful for that. But the demon could sense his prey cracking beneath his mask of imperial boredom… “But if I might take the liberty,” the black-clad devil continued in a whisper, teasing the boy with his hot, sweet breath. “As the young master seems to have an unusual fondness for toppingstonight… Shall I offer him a helping of cream, as well?”

WIN!! ROFL! I AM GONNA CONTINUE IT AFTER I FINISH BATHING!! AHAHAHAHA!!!

Timcanpy

2009-03-18T19:28:00.000-07:00

僕ワ　Ｔｉｍｃａｎｐｙ．

Timcanpy Corpse.

The Revival of Timcanpy.

Ok. as you can see. the latest timcanpy color is abit too orange -_- ... sad... T_T

it took me whole night+day+ neglection of mind map...(cough cough. must chiong after i finish it tail..)
Why? my head bleed alot when i was remaking timcanpy. you know.. tim's teeth is sharp -_-

A very, Messy day

2009-03-16T21:07:00.000-07:00

Woot~ Fish and Plant tycoon. Finally get all the magical breed (thank to $$.. you need it -_-)

A tank of magical fish. (my fav is the fire arrow. because it a guppy XD)

now to raise some fish..

Now you see it? baby fishy!~

Now is adult XD

With the chemical on the slot..

the fish turn to different type of fish XD

6 magical plant in the golden pot. Phew~ took me whole day to do so..

the flower with sparkle is magical plant >_>

So~ which game should i play next ;D
this alway happen. once holiday, game addict will pop up -_-|
though i am trying to find game like survival project ... Sign~
what game could be nice to play~

Hmm. Oh ya~ tomorrow need to go Luo Mi house to teach her mitarashi dango.. better don overslept and forgot...

seriously lol. Holiday right? holiday should be holiday, what is a holiday when there lot of homework ? homeworkday? Lol.. i finish almost everything on all subject.. except here and there no idea how to do. and struggling with Art: mind map. i totally hate that... since i cant design nice stuff for mind map... it alway minus my mark... zzz

Oh! and. got back my term 1 result..

English: 42
Chinese : 66
Math: 51
Combine Science: 60
Combine Humanities: 60
Art: 69

Ok. fail english = fail everything on N level. god sake.. Fail than fail~ afterall, i am mentally prepare to go ITE than secondary 5.

Don say must atleast have a O'Cen. now tell me. why should i go for O level when i cant pass my N level?.. ok, even i pass my N level and below the score of 19. i will want to proceed to higher nitec than O's.. because i know i will never survive on O's. don waste time is better -_-

.......... doootttzzz~

i should really finish my art.. *sweat* staring at mess i made at the floor... Nvm!

school carnival

2009-03-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

Anyone want to come to my school carnival this saturday?

from 9AM to 3PM... please come if you have nothing to do and some extra money to waste XDXDXD

for more info, please MSN me :D

CAUSE LAUREN TAGGED ME

2009-03-07T01:20:00.000-08:00

CAUSE LAUREN TAGGED ME!!!!!!!!!!

1.Who's the person who tagged you?
Lauren

2.Relationship between you and him/her?
Allen Walker and Mana Walker? papa and son
Real life: good friend and cosplay buddy XD

3. 5 impresions of him/her?
1. random
2. epic
3. read yaoi
4. likes yaoi
5. write yaoi

4.if he/she become your enemy you will?
try to fix the arguement.. and be friend again

5.what will you say to the person you like very much?
I said nothing LOL!

6.A characteristic i like about myself?
I love DRAWING!

7.A characteristic i hate about myself?
Weak side

8.For the person whom you hate, you say?
I will pretend he/she is transparent. i said nothing

9.What do you feel about yourself?
Tired?

10.Your crush?
Currently none... (if you count allen as crush.. o.o)

11.Most ideal person you wanna be?
Allen... cause he is really gentle and kind (plus evil side)

Pass this one to 10 people:
1. Rabit
2. Xavier
3. Sensei
4. Gumok
5. Risa
6. Trouble
7. Kuroii
8. Trouble
9. Ryan
10. Kuroko (married to bball de. better do if you see this LOL XD)

13.If 5 (Risa) and 7 (Kuroii) were together?
Impossible when No.5 got boyfriend liao o.o

14.who does 5 (Risa) like?
... ... ... Yaoi?

15.what colour does 9 (Ryan) like?
.............. ......... Sorry i don't know T_T

16.Say smth to 8(Trouble).
Be sadistic once in awhile is Fun ;D

17.Who is 2 (Xavier)?
He is a guy lor?

18.Talk about 3 (Sensei).
The father of Konata from lucky star

19.who is 10 (Kuroko)'s best friend?
Basketball.

20.whose the sexiest among the 10?
... Huh?

21.what color does 4 (Gumok) like?
.... .... i have no idea~

22.Is 4 (Gumok) single?
You think leh? -_-

23.your relationship with 1 (rabit)?
Like sister.. (or Step-papa and son in lala land)

24.Are 5 (risa) and 6 (trouble) best frewns?
no idea~

25.9 (Ryan)'s nickname?
Raidaime

26.7 (Kuroii)'s surname?
.. i.. never ask thaT?

27.say something to 4 (Gumok).
Yo~ colonel Mustang is dead sexy... in a MINI SKIRT ;D:D

28.say something to help 10 (Kuroko).
play less basketball and squeeze out time and go out with us once in awhile -_-

29.who does 1 (rabit) admire?
the hotness of Lavi

30.where does 8 (trouble) live?
Jurong west?

31.among 10 of them who do you like?
what kind of like do you mean?

32.Say something to 6 (trouble) when you see him/her.
still like level's 4?

33.10 (Kuroko)'s spouse?
His basketball... -_-

day after day

2009-03-03T03:13:00.001-08:00

Ok. ... even after the re-test of social studies test. i still fail -_-|| guess i am really CMI on history stuff...

last friday, RP trip as usual.. -_-|| もオ~ the people going there are getting lesser...~ Taicho.. you better sure this week go and exercise with me abit...

Saturday is.. went out with rabit,risa,gumok,fah and lauren. finally the meal that rabit promise me that she will cook for me ... soba... quite nice actually... now i finally know why Kanda eat that daily three meal. i would do that if i was him >_>
but the bad thing is.. i hate wooden chopstick ... ... ... ...

than. at around 8/9 plus. join hitsu and peep's.. last stop for the day is alway braddell mac..
i been one heck of baka LOL.. leave at 11pm sharp..

Tick tock.. tick tock.. 11:29:18PM.
I swear, i sweat all over my head with anime sweat.
just less than 1 minute before the last bus arrive.
i was at the train, station, Woodlands. Door is opening.
I already decided that, once the door open, i will dash down to the interchange.
tick tock... tick tock... 11:29:25. Door open.
And here i am,
1) run out of the door.
2) pactically flying down the escalator
3) rush out the tab machine and down the stair to interchange
4) saw the last bus.
5) run for a few distance..
6) the bus already reach it destination.
7)i was still lack behind. but THANK GOD.. there alot of people abroading..

so yeah. i make it home in time before missing the last bus..

Sunday. No memorise.
Yesterday. No memorise.

Ok now.

what the hell wrong with me... i seem to forgot thing easily even it just yesterday, i have to constantly remind myself about my drawing...

OH YEAH! speaking of drawing, i haven't research more picture for my art... for my teacher to help us print... zzz

today, was a pleasant yet pathetic day.
School carnival is at March 13. the first day of my holiday.
Thank to my stupid classmate and their stupid brain. doesn't seem to have a logic to ask people before putting their name under some duty for the carnival.
I, the only girl. was placed under the 'Cleanning after carnival' duty.
Maybe i should skip, but it was necessary.. damnit. who the hell would want to stay back after a 9am to 4pm session and clean up?!
Sure, Sure fine, i don't mind, but if you all purposly dirty the place like shit on that day.. i will tell you, i dare to just walk off. detention, detention, suspension suspension, like hell i care. it not like i smoke, steal or something. want to blame. blame it on yourself. let see how it feel when people are doing thing to make you suffer even more.

Rain in the morning kind of make me sleepy... and sleep in class..

--
it been month since i last cook for myself. Lol. i just did. gosh. i actually burn myself in the process >_>.. but the meal is not enough for アレン and me... should go hunt more later :D

i have a feeling. i wanna to draw Chibi d gray man into a doujin.. it would be cute.. since cute stuff are easier to draw anyway :D:D:D:D

こにちわ，僕ワアレンウ．オ-カ-です～～

omg day

2009-02-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

Friday is RP trip as usual. Saturday stuff are at either, sensei,lauren or rabit blog XD. (because i am pretty much lazy to do so...)

sunday... -lock up at home- ... ... ... what did i do on that day also?... nvm...

Yesterday, Monday.

Got back english,social studies and math common test paper >_>

get 17/40 for english
7/25 social studies..
9/28 for math...

PRETTY MUCH SCREW UP HUH?! LOL

*Stare* draw this during art lesson... was drawing the allen from my pencil case because i lost the feeling of drawing >_>.. need to gain back~

zz.. i forgot to rotate again!... ... the face proportion seen abit out T_T.. (GOMEN ALLEN!)

and 'accompany' mom after school as she got her day off >_> nothing much XD

Than today, Tuesday.

The start of tuesday blue~ i almost late for school... i literally rush to the parade square when i reach the school gate... XD...

gotten back chemistry and chinese paper 1..

got 15.5/26 for chemistry
and 27/40 for chinese PAPER 1..

Ok.. this surprise me.. i actually pass my chemistry.. o.o when only 5 out of 21 student pass... ... ... ... ... ... i pass... i actually pass... >_> super rare!

i have to say N level chinese is really chicken feet XD

(don ask me why the eye are off)

Here a poor doodle on my physic paper... zzz >_> seem to doodling on anything that can draw.. will get back geography and physic paper tomorrow... hopefully i pass... >_>... i think i would suffer in EOY exam.. since last year it common test who boast up my mark T_T

Complain! I TOTALLY HATE THE SCHOOL CANTEEN STORE... ESPECIALLY THE CHINESE FOOD ONE....... cough cough

if a guy buy from the store, the auntie will add some more rice, without charging any fee..

and if a girl buy from there, the auntie will REMOVE.. YES REMOVE, 1/3 OF THE RICE OFF THE PLATE.. and if we want the rice back, give more money..

TOTALLY, FREAKING UNFAIR.. and the food amount they give for guy are like double more than girl... i was like... totally piss... the amount they give me is like... .... .... very very very very very little.. i could finish the whole thing in 5min time -_- (if included the chewing time)(if not.. 2 min?)
My classmate buy from same store, they are guy. and their plate have this moutain pile. while mine is flat as a prata........

not enough for Allen!

Just take a break from 60 pages of fanfiction.... going back to read more now XD

Video time~

2009-02-20T00:02:00.000-08:00

WOOOT!! I COMPLETE!!

Ok. let me rethink last year stuff i do in june...

Let see...

june holiday 2007, 2 year ago

i watch D.N.Angel and shakugan no shana for the first time...

June holiday 2008, last year

i fool around with karaoke program to create subtitle for anime song..

which lead into...
this

this,

and this.. i create for a naruto sub group.. well >_> in the end i mia infront of him...

i try fandubbing for the first time back in february 2008..

in late 2006 and early 2007, i discover my talent for creating video >_>...
and even help LordSaSa from maplesea aquila.. to create a video for his.. hallowen event.. well.. to attract people? he say it a success and his friend doesn't believe it was a 14 who made it >_>

but the ending video i did a not-really-a-good job ><

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innocent sorrow.. their lyric... alway.. have a hidden feeling and meanning.

yaoi again

2009-02-18T19:04:00.000-08:00

Here come the yaoi post!!

NOT WRITEN BY ME

(yuvi fangirl. be glad -_-)

The red headed man wearily opened his eyes, the harsh light blinding him momentarily as his vision adjusted to the surroundings. A room. There was a small bookcase in the right corner, a candle flickering to it’s last brim, but other then the bed he was laying on, nothing. With a small groan, Lavi forced himself to prop his body up with his elbow, nausea instantly washing over him.

“Crap.” He said weakly, noticing his headband lying on the floor. ‘This isn’t my room…’

Grunting, he crawled through the masses of blankets covering his sweat covered body, gently placing his feet on the wooden floor. It creaked under his weight, which echoed through his mind painfully. ‘Perfect,’ he grumbled internally, wiping his forehead. ‘I got sick!’ It had only then occurred to him that he wasn’t wearing a shirt, and with a blush, he snatched the closest clothing next to him. It was a comfortable black, long sleeved uniform shirt, and he left a few buttons undone to cool the heat off of his chest. To his relief, his pants were still on him.

How long had he been asleep? It felt as if though his eyes had been sewn shut, every blink painful and more difficult to keep open. His throat felt dry, unused. The taste in his mouth was horrible, his lips parched. The blood was rushing to his head, and he quickly grabbed onto the bedside table for support, his breath becoming uneven. He was soo going to be late for his class. Lavi shuddered at the image of a pissed off Cross.

Lavi looked at the bed next to his and sighed. Apparently, whoever’s room this was had a very neat environment. The bed was already made; the clothes (probably for the next day) were folded neatly on the bed. Lavi managed to half-crawl, half-walk, his way to the light switch, flipping it on.

“Oh, damn it!” He moaned, running both his hands through his hair, the heat running cold through his body. “That idiot!” Finally being able to clearly see the room for the first time, he immediately noticed who it belonged to. Yu Kanda. His overprotective, over possessive, bi-polar, temperamental boyfriend.

‘Jeez, that dude even took off my shirt…’ Lavi thought.

The door clicked open, nearly smacking Lavi in the face as he jumped back in surprise.

“Watch it!” Lavi said half heartedly.

“Usagi, get back in the damn bed!” Kanda barked slapping a cold, wet towel to Lavi’s burning forehead as he shoved him back into the bed. “God, I can’t leave you alone can I?”

“You should’ve told me before you carried me to your room!” Lavi accused, to weak to argue to their full extent. “I’m not that sick.”

“Shut up and go back to sleep.” He snorted, rolling his eyes as he placed two pills on the bedside.

“Ewwww…..”Lavi moaned, growing pale at the sight of medicine.

“You’re acting like a kid. Just stop whining and open your freaking mouth.” Kanda ordered sternly.

“Nmf!” The red head managed to muffle out through his covered mouth.

“Open you mouth!”

Lavi shook his head.

“Baka Usagi, five seconds!”

“Nnnnn!” Lavi was now practically thrashing on the bed, trying to hide under the soft haven of the blankets.

In a split second decision, Kanda grabbed cupped Lavi’s cheeks with on hand, taking a big swing of the water, placing the pills in his mouth. Before the red head could protest, Kanda had straddled him, pressing his cool lips against his fiery ones. Instantly, Lavi opened him mouth, wrapping his arms around his lover’s strong neck, wanting more, the heat much different from before. They fought for dominance, which Kanda ended up winning due to the red head’s illness, and the pills slid down Lavi’s throat.

“That…” Kanda panted, wiping the corner of his mouth. “Is how I get you to take a pill.”

Regaining his breath, Lavi glared playfully, already wanting more, the kiss still burning on his lips. “Ha! Now you’re going to get the flu too Yu!”

Kanda smirked causing his lover to crawl under the blankets. “I got the Flu shot yesterday.”

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a video made by me only... 5 hour.. (let me dead) my SKILL IS RUSTY!! T_T

Off~

2009-02-18T15:16:00.000-08:00

Tuesday.. Cough cough.. first time in my life.. my stomach ACTUALLY GROWL so loud ... as loud as Allen Walker... power o.o...

Not much... just hope the stupid starhub unblock deviantart soon.. i need resources from there for my art prep work o.o

wednesday..

i feel bad anyhow doodle in my chemistry notebook instead of listen to teacher >_>

forgot to rotate >_>

this picture is more likly to be..

Allen: I know more than you, taller the-
Ed: I AM NOT SHORT!!!
Allen: Then you.. and i would be gentle when i put inside of you.....

This is.. the scenario #3

Lavi: the bed is waiting love =3
Edward : Geez... you sound like a pervert... (Lavi pinch ed butt) WTF?!!!!
Lavi: Hehe =D

Valentine present from teacher o.o.. well.. yellow is my lucky color..

from what i know about heart and color and meanning..

By color Order:
White - Pure, Innocent
Yellow - Shock, surprise
Orange - Got good impression
Red - TOTALLY LOVE THIS PERSON 100% + a stamp..
Pink - Comfirm the liking for this person
Purple - Really like/love this person.. but it not 100%
Green - Friendship
Blue - Respect
Black - Hatred and Jealousy

So what your heart color now? o.o

>_> what else...

I think i will go hunt more fanfic to post while doing the video i am currently doing...

LOL

2009-02-16T17:15:00.000-08:00

Beware!! below content contain... yaoi..? >_>

-insert laugher-

i was LOL-ing quite hard on this story..

Who get to be on top?

Scenario one

Title: Conversations: Who Gets To Be On Top?

Author: Ashterah

Note:

Edward talking

Allen talking

Edward Elric vs Allen Walker

What now?

You're asking me?

I have never done this before.

Me neither.

...

...

This is awkward.

That's one way to describe the situation.

...

You have a pervert for a master. He must have taught you something.

If you count the noises coming from his room at night as lessons.

...

Shit. I think I'm scarred for life.

You're not even there. Imagine what I have to go through.

You will forever have my sympathy. Wait a minute, we are getting off topic.

...Lavi gave me some suggestions.

You asked Lavi?!

I didn't! He just started talking about it, said something about teaching me the ways of the world.

That's another way of saying he wants to corrupt you.

Oh.

He's going to pay.

Later... Since I'm the more knowledgeable one, does this make me the seme and you the uke?

Seme? Uke? What's that?

Seme is the "man" of the is the "woman".

They have names?!

According to Lavi...

...

I want to be seme.

But you're the smaller one. Ukes are usually shorter.

I'm not short!

Sorry.

Anyway, attitude-wise, you are too soft to be seme.

Doesn't that mean I will be gentle when I put it inside you?

Eh?!

...

We're getting nowhere. How about a game?

I like that. Whoever wins is seme. So what game are we playing?

Poker?

Are you kidding me? We are not exactly virtuous when we play poker.

Then how are going to decide on this?

...

Rock-Paper-Scissors?

That could work...

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Scenario two

Note:

Edward talking

Kanda talking

Edward Elric vs Kanda Yu

Hey.

...

Stop pretending to be Krory for a moment, will you?

What the hell is your problem?

Don't you dare get all grumpy on me.

You're being a bitch. I have every right to be pissed.

Shut up, bastard.

...

Why are you between my legs?

Tch. You're supposed to be a prodigy.

...

Ah!

So that's a sensitive spot.

Damn it, don't distract me!

I'll make it easier for you: ...

I already know that.

Then why do you have to ask?

...

Just give in.

No!

...

Because I am going to be seme!

Not a chance in hell.

...

And "Seme"? Did the rabbit tell you that?

Allen did.

...

I'll be damned.

...

Did you say something?

You're hearing things.

...

On your stomach. Now.

I already said no!

Don't try my patience, squirt.

Who are you calling so short that he can't be on top?!

...

That's it!

...

Cheating jerk!

There are no rules to begin with.

Knock it off!

Fine. You want to know why you can't be seme? First of all, I'm older than you. Second, you have a smaller body...

I said I'm not short!

I'm not yet finished. Lastly, I can easily overpower you.

...

We will see about that.

You little shit...

Argh!

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Scenario three

Note:

Edward talking

Lavi talking

Edward Elric vs Lavi

Your room or mine?

My room.

Alright!

Don't carry me,you dolt!

Its customary for the groom to carry the bride.

Bride?!

...

Oh the humiliation...

You're embarassed. So cute.

I'm not cute! Cute is used for small things!

...

You are as red as a tomato now!

You will not tell this to anyone.

I swear upon my honor.

Do you even have one to begin with?

Touche'...

...

The bed is waiting, love.

Geez. You sound like a pervert.

...

What the hell?!

He he he...

You pinched my butt!

Can't help it. With such a sexy ass, who could resist?

I don't even want to know how long you have been thinking of doing that.

Since the day I saw you in those leather pants.

I said I did not want to know!

So fun to tease...

...

Um...

What is it?

I was just wondering.

Hm?

Would you let me be seme?

...

Sorry, no can do.

Why?!

Think of it this way: I'm the wiser one, you could learn a lot. And between us, I'm more fit to be seme.

Even if I beg?

As kinky as that sounds, I have to refuse.

...

Do you really want to be seme that much? you can be next time.

...

Silence means yes.

Wait!

Less talking, more kissing... and touching... and moaning... and gasping... You know the rest!

monday blue

2009-02-16T16:12:00.000-08:00

Stay at home all the day Yesterday as.. You know.. my mom ... want me to company her -_-...
was pretty much companying computer than her... Opps XD
also resting to recover from the muscle ache.. and the thing is... all the ache and stuff i got over weekend.. will be recover by monday.. meanning the monday i went to school. all the painful feeling have disappear o.o..

First stop: MONDAY BLUE ....

Art lesson. Screw the secondary 1 student who use the table and never clean up at the end of the lesson...

A bottle of Pink Dolphin keep the fish away from you.. Err wrong..

The bending machine at my school.. i saw this. the flavor... i was like.. Pink Dolphin : White Grape + amino acid... White grape... QOO the white grape?

ok.. they taste alike o.o.. but QOO is better.. this one taste like i am drinking acid instead of grape.. ._.

Here we go about my antenna.. it giving me signal that i have been under people cursed again zzz... i wanna smack that antenna of mine... hit me once when i was dozing off in class... (yes you allen and edward.. better get your ass running...)

Off to macdonal lunch~ ^^

Sake~

2009-02-15T14:00:00.000-08:00

Friday went to rp as usual. Me,rabit,risa,hitsu and sora went there. as for the others... i have no idea >_> got allen walker critical card from rabit... .... -drools-

and do the usual stuff there XD too bad didnt get to see the cat at rp again T_T.. first cat that touch me...

Yesterday went out with hitsu and ah zheng. because of valentine day.. rabit and risa are not free.. they off to company their own lover~so we three~ without girlfriend or boyfriend. went out together to kill time.went to sensei workplace XD eat lunch at there.. than go back to arcade to play and slack for 2/3 hour before going back to sensei workplace to eat dinner...

the salmon belly is very nice XD i eat raw thing. i didnt get a stomach ache XD~~
and 2 pack of sushi >_> good thing i can finish it all... phew..

see this cup and bottle of sake? XD Ah Zheng brought it to drink with sushi and share with hitsu and me... he pour one cup for hitsu.. and me.. who are uhm.. ya. >_> ask him to let me try.. so he pour half cup for me to taste o.o

the sake is warm. causes the alcohol will be more strong >_> omg..

ingredient : .. wasabi, soya sauce. onion strip? and abit of sake.. ROFL... boredem kill~

we wait for sensei to finish work at 10 before going back together XD.. and talk talk.. about.. something.. valentine people ad.. H'SAD = Happy Singles Appreciation Day o.o for the people who don have lover on valentine day. very rofl.. XD

i not sure what going on. Sensei heard Ah Zheng say that he don have Boyfriend instead of girlfriend XD who would have though Ah Zheng is bisexual? i though he gay path only >_>
oh well~
if you don have lover on valentine day~ you still have friend to go out with XD. after all. friendship is still better than relationship (in my opinion o.o)

i told my mom bout i drink sake ytd >_> i didnt get scold. i just told her i wan to taste the sake and i only drink little amount only o.o

Oh ya.. SeNSEI!!! you own me a bottle of cold sake *.*

(this post.. very.. untidy -_-... good luck in reading.. zz)

Story time!

2009-02-12T00:10:00.000-08:00

Bed time picture story... (more like random >_>)

since under my profile section.. there a fullmetal alchemist clock... and it currently showing edward sleeping... so this story came out... XD

Edward: *snore* zzzz

Allen: *evil mode side activate* hehheh...

Allen: wake up... *pokes*
Edward: zzzzz

Allen: WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!

Edward: STFU.... let me sleep.

Allen: WAKE Up!!!!!!!!!! W-A-K-E-U-P!!! WAKE UP!!!

Edward: RAWRRRRR!!!

Allen: Finally =D

Edward: ..... what. do. you. want.

Allen: nothing~ just call for fun ^^

Edward: What did you say ?!?

Allen: Call for fun.

Edward: you are so dead...

Allen: Ehh... Serious?!!!!!

Edward: DO I LOOK LIKE I AM KIDDING?!!!!!

Allen: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~!!!!!!!!

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Edward, Allen, Kanda and Lavi are sleeping... 'Oyasumi nasai...' they whispered..

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one thing for sure... STUDIES ARE GETTING HARDER O_O
and i keep falling asleep at lesson ~.~ zzzz...

friday is coming soon ^^cant wait to see everyone again XD!!
it seem this year is more faster than last year. maybe because of cosplay bah XD know more friend = time go faster also... = dead faster also...

And sensei.. remind me to return your disk >_> or else i will keep forgotting everytime...

I am back. i have been slacking 2 year from making video.. it time to strike back XD~ even though i will be taking my own sweet time making video again... with sony vegas... bannedstory and photoshop.. hopefully can be make a good story XD (yes, it a maple video. i used to make those 2 year ago... it time ^^...)

tag time o.o

2009-02-11T17:31:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. did i saw my name being tag on lauren journal? XD okok..

here it go..

who's the last person you hugged?
... last hug. ALLEN XD!

do you love anyone?
Used to. but now no more.

favourite food?
FAST FOOD

favourite drink?
Qoo the white grape.

do you have a boyfriend?
Nope~

do you currently like anyone?
What kind of like do you mean? (i like allen *.*)

who is your best friend?
Hmmm.. i have no idea..

how many friends do you have in total?
Let see... Akito,hitsu,rabit,risa,sora,sensei,kaiba,shouji,kuroko,alasse,gumok,cheese,kiwiwi,kuroii,lauren,xavier
this is only for the cosplay section XD(sorry if i miss out anyone)

tag 8 people to do this survey/quiz/whatever you want to call it:
Rabit
Risa
Sensei
Xavier
Kuroii..
Gumok
Shouji
Sora

Day

2009-02-11T00:16:00.000-08:00

See that lizard on the floor? XD i saw it when i was walking out of my school... (very cute XD)

Ahh~ the guy who is carry a bag is the Sissy who sit beside me... in class.. the girl infront of me is the one who raise an objection bout sitting with him.. Sucker -_-

Today, 3 lesson of art, 2 teacher is absent. i don feel like drawing my exam preparation work... so anyhow doodle on my 'poor' drawing block.. OMG I SCREW EDWARD UP T_T

Me: Help me Allen! *scare, run*
Edward: GET BACK HERE! *angry, chase*
Allen: I am so not involved.... *sweat, WTF-ing*

trying to draw the fullmetal alchemist transmutation circle o.o.. guess i phail.. -_-

first circle is the alchemical symbol.. or something?
seconds circle is the one edward who use the most
third circle is the one who alphonse offen use ..
As for the fourth one... i forgot how to draw the others >_>

one of the circle edward use when his young o.o

one words. PHAIL! T_T

Shrimp and Moyashi XD phail drawing again ROFL

trying to make edward jump in air while drawing the circle and holding a box of chalk... guess i fail again -_-

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Tag along with sensei and hitsu at Changi airport to welcome hitsu's SOKA region.. japanese group member? o.o Sensei bought 2 fan's of FMA @ $5. and gift me one... (FMA FREAK ALERT!)

the detail is pretty much at Sensei blog XD~ (ignore the picture pl0x =x)

Just finish conference on phone with Rabit and Akito. and abit Kaiba.. zzz >_> been few month and week since we last spam. so spam for a good 2hr+ as akito prepaid will end now..(tonight)

I been interested to want to know what will happen later in school... i am getting abit hot temper this few day because of that sissy guy in my class.. he been pissing me off. as well as some malay people... and also teacher.. but no. i won't vent my anger on the wrong people... i make sure the people who mess with me. get double pay back. afterall.. this is what evil allen for.
Becareful Hor~ Classmate..
and because of you all. stupid classmate. I am alway alone in class. i don't go along well with girl. you all know it well. i went to make friend with the boy. you all anyhow start rumour. If you can have guy's friend. why can't i? Dam you all -_- idiotic pathetic no brain classmate.

Lost 3 friendship because of (half half) relationship matter... Pathetic.. isnt it? can't we be just friend..A normal one where we could be happy... now.. i don wan to be involved in a relationship thingy anymore.

tadaima

2009-02-09T17:10:00.000-08:00

I am back o.o.. let see.. before i start complainting bout my classmate gay attiude with his really girly temper -_- i wanna try create a story with picture.. it quite fun XD

Back from School! change out of uniform.

now.. let see.. if i remember correctly.. i have to 'murder' allen for what he done yesterday...

........... Allen: Seriously.. i think i should run...

Yes, i would suggest you should.

Allen: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

-End-
Cough..

My classmate alway think small thing are slow -_-... now i feel like murdering the partner sitting beside me...

Hey you. Yes you. I am talking to you. I'll make sure i Curse you.

Lol Ok. enough picture. i think i would get smack soon <_< Hmm let see... The person sitting beside me in class, was a Sissy, Girly, act/sound/do thing like a girl. he got the personality of a girl. He is seat beside me cause of the girl sitting infront of me who original sit with him. Raise an objection that she don wan him to sit with him. SO YEAH. i suffer. Teacher saided that the sitting arrangement was arrange so that better student can teacher not-so-good students. I sit with him. like hell i am learning anything. Now we both are.. like.. cold war? another sissy attiude provoke by me XD other classmate wan to change place with him. he dead dead don wan move house.. Seat. i would prefer the other guy to sit with me. cause he is better in study and we chat bout new anime song and show XD

I went to cc earlier ago. i went to find the D gray man data book. i found. and it cost 32.90 buck.. ...... -sigh-

I spot a bird nest at the tree just outside my door... the yellow color bird... wonder what it call o.o

>_> continue from previous post.

Ok. I AM ALIVE BACK XD
i been revive from death too fast >:D
people might think i am crazy. Rofl~
I dead easily, but i revive fast =)
afterall!~ I am used to it!
I have someone i trust to advice me what to do. Thank a bunch, Feilan! XD

over?

2009-02-08T21:35:00.000-08:00

Friday went to rp as usual. thing was fine.
Saturday tag along with sora P4 group.. well i don't want to stay at home. thing was fine. but i have a feeling something is not right.
Today was a miracle chance to go out.. with hitsu.. well actually i got no idea why we did that XD and the ending is we went to bradell mac and wait for other peep's (like sensei blah blah blah~)

below is another emo ranting.. i guess? if don let out, i will gone insane o_o(with bit of impossible fact)

Just now. went to comfirm something.
Even i double comfirm it. it not a joke.
Finally. it end with what i earlier-on want.
"Drag it longer and it will slowly fade away."
but was so shocking that Rain went back to the mind.. just to escape from reality for a moments.
This time.. if either one of the three person online. it would be perfect for comfort.. but they aren't..
I will listen to their advice from long ago. "treasure the best, forget the worst"

end here for a moments as mother is demanding me to go bathe. o.o

LIfe

2009-02-02T18:30:00.000-08:00

SOYA was fun.. as in Start Of Year .Again!
the wig aren't obeying~ lauren kidnap Al for awhile and as a big brother of alphonse elric. i need to protect him! he has suffer enough.. more suffer it will be bad! LOL =\

listen to sad song when your mood is low does not really help... well.. actually it does.. it make you think... somemore the song is indicate for my dark side =_= this is bad... this is really bad T_T...

you might think it bullshit for the kind and dark side thingy. but when you came to a path that totally had no solution.. so yeah.. another side tend to pop out. ...

It will totally be great. if a world without argue,jealousy,fight,war,crime and stuff.
People live together in peace. everyday had this Smile. indicating everybody is happy.
For us human to be born. there must be a purpose why you are chosen to be born.
Human being are good at heart from the start.
...
...
...
...
ARGH! enough already! it just the start of 2009 and i already half-dead! physcially i am alive. doesn't mean mentally i am alive. it was a miracle i haven't gotten any headache. Com'on.. enough already. ... ...

sight.. listen to too much emo song does hurt >_>.

If human alway think negative-ly. it won't help them. you can have negative thought. but at the most compare negative and positive though together. before doing something, decide decision or say something that will actually hurt the opposite party.
when i try to lighten the cold feeling. all i get was cold, rejected reply. Seriously. people dislike being reject and negative but they also did the same to others. It make no difference.. seriously..

ok i suck at this. i end here -_-

Slowly~

2009-01-30T00:17:00.000-08:00

24 January 2009

Starting first...

My hamster.. HamHam(that what i alway call her XD) had passed away on 24 january 2009... just a day before chinese new year eve... we were hoping that she would atleast spend last new year with us before going off to heaven with angel wing...
she had ear infection.. the reason we don't know.. ._. it just the next thing we know.. she got ear infection .. my brother friend say this kind of hamster fur is very rare... .. it should be normal grey and white(round there) but hamham got a golden color fur.. it very soft and smooth to touch =)

went to senbanwang... fish market o.o.. this particular fish.. really.. caught my attention o.o
i mean.. IT FREAKING SO CUTE XDXDXDXD!!!

spray.. cannot make it edward spear.. -_- ... (go bang wall)

Opps.. forgot to rotate XD this is my mini edward elric plushie with hitsu.. small mini doggy.. o.o.. you know.. boredem does hurt XD

Today

after school, after cca. meet parent at causeway point.. father was carrying a new monitor o.o.. as my previous one.. in previous post. one of the color wire had spoil.. after 7/8year.. worth it and this is my new monitor.. 18inch XD woot~ but this monitor look familiar.. had i seen it before? >_>

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Chinese new year was alright... play poker card and won around 10 buck... o.o..

on the first day of chinese new year. no plan. just at the evening went to grandma house and eat..
day 2 of chinese new year go 'bai nian'... when we first arrive. i didn't enter the house as there was too many people and too crowded.. AND.. too many unknown face =_=

Yesterday went to hitsu house to 'bai nian' XD
rabit and risa follow suit after awhile i arrive at her house.. o.o than i was spamming her Stepmania.. -coughcough- XD and decided to go to.. (where?) to play ZoneX. and finally i get my zoneX tapcard~~ XD~~~ hitsu play jubeat while i force rabit and risa play parapara =\ o.o

tomorrow hitsu,rabit and risa are coming over to 'bai nian' as well.. XD .. can't wait for it~ it like few month since there friend coming to my house... (can play the uno step again.. rofl XD)

abit messy.. i hope you can read it and understand it XD

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i was wondering. as there kind and sadistic side of me. i enjoy torture people mind.. but at the same time. the kind side will become very guality. and i have to stop. the sadist and kind side alway argue within me.
but my sadist kind is not that evil that will lead me to smoke. sniff glue or whatsoever la... that one me and kind side will go chase after sadist side XD

Kind side thinking
-> really kind.. alway give in, hold no hatre. positive thinking and alway forgive others..
Forget and Forgive is kind side favourite quote.

Sadist/evil side thinking
-> alway bully other, alway add salt to wound... negative comment/thinking, hold a strong hatre towards human.. once enter evil side hate list.. hard to get out. stubborn... if you treat evil side bad.. it will return you the same attiude with double payback. but playful..
don't try mess with me.. i will pay you double worst.. is evil side favourite thinking and quote..

Guess the kind side was develop when i alway forgive people who bully me in my secondary 1 and 2 life...
Kind side.. is like Allen... this side is usually for social-interacting purpose.. kind side is like a normal human being =)

Evil side was develop to protect myself... as... that time.. i have totally lost trust and hope for human... i didn't get helped... when i waited so long... i lost it... i don't feel like going out... i prefer to stay alone... when in reality facts.. i hate being alone.. The feeling was cold.. emotionless... lonely... but i manage to pull it through thank to this evil side.. speaking of the growth of puberty to experiencing this... it was one heck of hell -_-
But still... this side and that kind of feeling i used to feel.. make me able to control my emotion and temper.. i can be emotionless and calm.. or opposite ._.

Lala

2009-01-24T11:50:00.000-08:00

Ok people. do me a favour.. the above picture you see. are they in normal color or abnormal color? as in the sgcafe forum is white and blue or yellow and black? tell me... my current monitor is showing the opposite of the color.. (like.. white blackground is now black background.. yellow become blue. and etc...)

back to topic zzz

Now i am rotting at home chatting with sensei while waiting for the other sleeping beauty who are actually guys to wake up... zzz my monitor had some freak problem when i return from rp last night. and cannot be help =_= NEED HELP!!

trip to rp was good. except some minior error..... problem..
kiwiwichan was there XD really a long time no see.. T_T
bring my edward wig for akito to help me cut XDXD (i forgot to say thank.. opps @_@)
and hitsu,me and akito was like.. doing some test.. which i dunno how to say in english zz..
Lol.. akito. am i that hard to understand? XD

My Edward's Spear, Costume is complete. as for wig..... (say good luck? T_T) hopefully i won't cos piak edward on SOY... cannot piak him.. T_T comfirm+ a chop cannot piak him.

i couldnt remember anything now.. short term memory loss suck...zzz

OMG

2009-01-21T00:10:00.000-08:00

OMG

edward spear... FINALLY I COMPLETE!!!(havent spray color yet).... the design already make me... i am going to dead @_@

Just clean my computer desk last night... wow.. o_o now look more neat XD

went to kallang leisure mall at last saturday and brought this figuring box.. and randomly .. i get Negi Springfield Sensei! XD so lucky.. this is what i want XD

Edward tio sit by alphonse.. <_<.. sorry eddie~~

OK! count down 2 more day of school. 5 more day to CNY. 10 more day to SOY O_o just took 2hr to complete the wing and blade part for edward spear.... finally i finish T_T.. seriously a finallly...~~ and the spear... it near 1.7m tall =_=... am i doing the correct lenght? abit too tall for my own good.. Lol!

in my mind. i need more strawberry =_=

.................. zzzzzzzz happen again. i can't remember what i wanna write when come to the posting new post page.. =_=

Lalal~

2009-01-17T00:24:00.000-08:00

Tired,

Finally, a weekend had arrive... probably gonna slack somewhere again...(and take duster and broom and clean the dust off my blog)
today went to rp as a usual trip XD slack there, talk there, play there...
2 week didn't meet rabit/taicho.. so we having spar at the classroom and library to train XD

Shouji also came. and he try to scare me... but.. than.. he fail :3 better luck next time shouji! XDXD

Xavier had this pangya goal game on his psp. so i help him to unlock as his ski- calculation are not very good XD (oppppy XD)

too bad! i forgot to remind Akito to do something... do what? IT A SECRET XD!! or else i got a show to watch liao T_T

and eat two bowl of cup noodle at the 7-11.... nice one to me T_T

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Here come the ... internal me...

I was planning to confess today,
but i am afraid...
afraid to be rejected...
afraid that the precious frienship will be gone.
even though i just want him to atleast know..
so that if he reject, i can move on in my life.

I am a ~~~~ minded person.
i have more than one person i had a crush on,
even at this moment.
so i can't decide, who i really like.

for me, i like people who can make me feel like i am actually. had emotion..
I was hoping. one day. i could actually feel warm.
A person 'presence' that i like is just enough to make me happy :)
I may not show it, but i do like it.

Lalala

2009-01-07T19:40:00.000-08:00

Picture first, Read later

Look nice? it the sunset moment..

take more XD the effect of the shine is really nice ^^

More again, i just the spark at the center and red mist effect around it XD

My Imcomplete Edward Elric Automail... havent really put in detail yet... just the shape and stuff

This is what happen when i complete my art draft mindmap and has absolutely nothing to do in class... i draw character!! XDXD

Hitsu's Asuna... disturb me when i was watching Shigofumi anime series -_-

Advance rabit bday, chapaland soup. it taste good for rabit and akito. (sweat)

My hamster trying to climb out of the'prison' house... (very playful -_-)

Hamster: It's time for bed!

Hamster: Dinner time XD

Hamster: Go away!! don disturb my privacy!!! (sorry XD)

Yesterday, was rabit birthday..... AND MY FATHER BIRTHDAY!!! yes, their bday is on the same date, which is.. I ACTUALLY FORGOT!(rabit rmb, father forgot =_=) so yeah... i will blog what i can remember,

yesterday went to causeway to have lunch after school, just passerby comic connection when i just walk in myself XDXD and i find a dgrayman item, new one. Allen Walker activate hand. i take it and went straight to the cashier... i mean seriously.. IT SO COOL XDXDXD

at the foodcourt of causeway point, i order a bowl of noodle with additional noodle... the auntie asked me.. " you sure you can finish?"
"twist moment. pause, take a breathe, calm down" " yes auntie i can.. i can eat alot.."

so yeah.. bascially, they think short/small people eat little bit... which no wonder why in school recess time, when i buying chinese rice store..(you know those 3 type of food with a plate of rice store) the auntie... i saw her remove half of the rice from the plate... and i was like seriously... " auntie... please don remove the rice from the plate please..." and complaint to people that it unfair to see size give food amount...-_- ... i was seriously piss.. LOL it not my fault that i am short and small... dam la....

school was okay.. i guess.. just that i have this feeling that i will fail N level already.. 5 subject, EL MATH must pass and above grade 4, and 3 best subject the point below 19... so it like.. i force myself to get grade 4 for EL and MATH.. 3 for art.. and atleast a pass for combine science and a 3 or 4 for chinese... 4+4+3+5+4=20... see... it over 19... they say you need pass english and math and get grade 4 before going to higher nitec or sec 5... i was thinking taking higher nitec and went to poly.(since they say, higher nitec had higher chance entering poly than O lvl/sec 5) so yeah. i gonna try my hardest best on math and english..
i am gonna skip O level anyway.. when i cant even barely pass N, for what try O.. waste time, might as well move on already... but going ite in my family mind is.
you are stupid - big bro
go ite no future one - big bro and mom
why cant you study hard - big bro
see la, use com use too much - big bro
go ite cannot go poly liao - whole family (they dunno law and thing change -_-)
ite in the future life very hard to survive.. - mom

Sigh.... i dunno why... to struggle to pass exam and promote to higher lvl is the best i can maintain... if ask for better result.. i seriously.. cannot... i am tired... T_T

famiy: " you should study hard get good grade and when you grown up. go find some offical job that give high salary... it your only path"

MY ASS! i am not taking/learn something that i have zero internest in, anime,manga,drawing anime, video making and stuff is my only interest. i will create my own path to follow...

late happy new year

2009-01-03T15:04:00.000-08:00

Belated Happy New Year's

Edward and Alphonse wish everybody a Belated Happy New Year =)

Ed: New year start, New challenge await you, New journey BEGIN!

Allen in Edward costume XD!~

Oh no... no wait, this year i will cosplaying as edward XD be gentle... allen x.x

Allen, Kanda and lavi wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
(maybe allen and lavi you both should stop messing with kanda hair ._.)

thursday and yesterday, i went over to my Evil brother house for alittle while. before heading for lunch and stuff at somewhere @ KFC and the hawker center there.

yesterday, went to RP. yeah... before that i went to my brother house and camp there while waiting for him to GET READY. that took VERY... LONG <_< (sometime i was wondering if he was a girl in a boy body.... =w=)
and too bad for him. evil brother try to treat me drink... but then i keep give him the drink money XDXD try harder next time, evil brother XD!!(let see who more stubborn =w= )

and yeah. went to rp. chit chatting, keep holding on to hitsu Asuna's in hamster costume soft toy. XD so CUTE! and hitsu say she saw Allen soft toy before... i stun... next time. i will go hunt for it.. T_T and there some video that evil brother fav in youtube.... freaking make the whole bunch of us there gone crazy of laughter XD

so yeah... another part is. when i tell my mum i go out with friend that is i am the only girl... she keep nag and nag and nag, fine.. it normal that you don trust my friend without meeting them but trust me please? -_- it so damn irritating that i go out with friend that in the group i am the only girl and say very dangerous and stuff blah blah... making me freaking wish i am a GUY NOW...

ok... mom just call.. i had to talk nicly with her that i am not like those girl show in the newspaper cheat by their friend or whatever. Now she finally know i am caution while i am hanging out with guy. and i think.. she finally... worry abit lesser. Cause i explain to her. nice,simple and short and understandable... (well.. she still doesnt know i got good mind/Antenna -_-)

so yeah.. she think i am very 'innocent' XD!!!! that might be eaten by wolf... that why she worry bah O.o... ok i guess.. nevermind..

Chinese new year. i will drag some of my friend to my house and let my mom look look -_- that way might help.. i still thinking to drag guy to my house or not... but rabit risa and hitsu (and maybe kiwiwi?) is comfirm + a CHOP i will drag XD

i will discuss with my mom bah =w=..afterall i got guy friend more than girl friend (and mom know the fact very well XD)

End here... hopefully you can understand XD

random

2008-12-30T16:21:00.000-08:00

Hmm... whenever i on the page of posting new post. the stuff i wan to post, alway disappear from my mind. -_- and.. akito and taicho. i didnt type very hard on my keyboard. it only they made sound easily. even when i tab it with nail XD

on jan 2009. i will convince my mom to allow me to cut my hair shorter and layer and thin =_= and let see if i can spike them alittle. before CNY. yes. new look. XD new theme for a new year XD i cant wait also. afterall.. i cant be only using wax and hairspray just for cosplay.. very waste you know? -_-

the goal i wan to cut my hair short is... stupid teacher. stop asking me to tie my hair up la. stupid bro stop asking me to tie all my hair up la. let see what you can still say when i get my hair to the lenght that cant be tie XD and my hair got this part. is seriously irritating.. mom. let me make it short and layer and thin please =_= <-- start casting spell.. Hoho XD

i just finish the final touch up for taicho bday present. ok sorry taicho. i nv color... i don wan color also.. later brother sudden walk out of room and see that picture.... .... can see the picture kena rip sia T_T

what else? ahh i know... something bout my life bah.. one thing first. I MISS FISHING LA!!!!!!!!!! T_T 2nd brother can go fishing as he want!!!! people. next time... organize a fishing outing please T_T... i wan go fishing~~~ i miss smelling the sea smell and battle with the fish.. on the rod.

my computer desk. is freaking messy =_= let you all see...(with label what this and that for and click for larger view)

1) my d.gray-man pencil box
2)taicho/rabit bday present for tomorrow
3) my geography homework and blue and black pen, pencil scssior(cant spell) and comb all over it.. -_-
4)d.gray-man doujin and bookmark from EOY booth
5)digimon frontier d-tector(or digivice) borrow from taicho/rabit. my handphone ear piece, d gray man poker card
6)a glue for homework and a timcanpy corpse.. T_T
7) got a thumbdrive, a HONG BAO and yes. inside the hong bao contain 40 buck. my bday hong bao. i gonna use to buy edward elric cosplay wig when the next elysium zephyr wig batch is out and some random paper from AFA. i lazy to throw .. and one haru measurement(must keep) and behind got a brown color thing is my bday present. inside contain a allen drawing XD

i have no idea why this few week. or day. whenever i see food. that is oily. i get a stomach ache.. or stomach roll. it made me feel like vomit. right now i can eat is soup that is less or no oil.

i feel like making a dgm skin for myself. but then. i cant create them. i can only use other pplz blog skin and edit them to different one. i think i will try when i am REALLY REALLY FREE and NOTHING TO DO..

hmm.. that all for now folk.! before i proceed to clean my desk asap XD happy looking LOL..

school reopening

2008-12-30T00:18:00.000-08:00

before i start blogging. i think to STOP ALLEN AND TIMCANPY... allen from shouting in my head and timcanpy from biting my head.... ok.. enough imaginary stuff and get back to RL =w=

... ... ... ... celebrating taicho advance birthday in two day time.. shit sia...

tomorrow goal.
finish HOLIDAY HOMEWORK and TAICHO BDAY PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!

or else i will be doom. i slack too much ... -_-

that all for now for a low budget person -_-

went out today. info go see somebody blog(go find yourself =P)

taicho just call me. on a nice timing when i having dinner. knowing i having dinner. she ask for akito handphone number XDXDXD and call me later to ask how to wash a wig.

akito prepaid is so good o_o call out and chat for 2 hr only cost him like 2-3 buck? mine 20dollar will finish in like few min T_T i wan that!!~~~

ok. what else. i cant remember =_= i only know... school are openning.. dam it. HATE IT LA!!! my hair sure get caught =_=

merry christmas and happy birthday allen

2008-12-25T23:40:00.000-08:00

IT FREAKING CHRISTMAS!! T_T but then. usually in other country. it will snow on christmas, but singapore weather is so hot that the snow melt into water... which give me think yesterday rain... was it snow?

now is 11:36AM... i wake myself up at 11am for later outing.. i will say i am going to dead... tooo sleepy~

<-- ALLEN WALKER~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

honest truth

2008-12-20T00:05:00.000-08:00

Honest truth.

few week ago. for some unknown reason. my big bro suffer a high fever on his NS. and when my parent info me.

instead of being worry and sad and stuff. i was actually pretty happy. thinking. "that retribution for keeping saying thing bout me. busybody my thing. and stuff. HA! serve you right." (sound sadist and cruel? ... i apologise.)

who care. other time he say thing about me. i was rather on my limit.

first rebel.
when he is at home. i am not at home.
after school i will stay outside till 6~8pm than go home.

and my parent did go and scold him. but after a few week. he back on action ._.

seconds rebel.
talk back (doesnt work =_=)
go out when he is at home

and.. well.. dad go and speak with him... but after a while. BACK ON ACTION AGAIn!?

now and the third rebel i am going to do
talk back
when he talk/say bout mystuff and thing again. change clothes, open door, wear shoe. go out.
totally DON WAN TO FACE HIM. i see him one seconds i already angry.
if i talk back. and he scold me. i will just leave house. even it on a sunday. i don care liao. for what care bout what my mom say to ignore ignore and more ignore when it seriously getting on my nerve to heard him talking bad at me when i was peacefully using computer.

he more bastard.
everything must busybody and must say. i seriously hate the fact that he keep saying me not dressing like a girl. kns. not all girl MUST be same. he keep saying that his friend sister know how to apply make up, dress nicly. and stuff that normal girly girl would do.
COMON LA! i am not his friend sister. I AM MYSELF. MYSELF! GET THE FUCKING DAM FACT RIGHT!

and he even complaint the friend i made. COMON! i got friend and no friend also not happy.

No happy because i got not much friend in real life
not happy because again. mostly friend i got are not from my school. and it is not girly girl. <-- he not happy because i don have any girly girl friend. =_= i can't stand girly girl voice. how you expect me to get one...

dam. i got lot of stuff to rant bout my big bro. only if my memory is as good as lavi... right now my memory is short term.

lalal

2008-12-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

friday. original wan to go rp to chitchat and stuff =D but then! ichigo sensei last min... or maybe... say dun have =w=... end up go boonlay with taicho hitsu and sensei zoneX something arcade.. play parapara,ddr,drum thingy.... lot of stuff XD

very fun LOL

my edward costume... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH didnt pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! taicho requirement T_T... oh well.. on the modify NOW.. GOGOGO RAIN!! (nakama's... follow taicho whenever she go >:D)

just put in my songlist... the first song on the playlist is the musician song from d gray man from the DGM OST3 O_O... it out.. gonna download once i find the link... HOho!~ hopefully got omake OST XD

nothing much Lol. XD..... what to post..? Oh ya..

PEOPLE!!! My timcanpy is going to R.I.P Soon! so if you got last words for timmy... PLEASE SAY... T_T before timcanpy say bye bye >:(

=_=

2008-12-13T01:08:00.000-08:00

EOY IS TODAY DAM THE STUPID ENTRANCE FEE COST 12BUCK!!! buy ticket just to go inside and buy doujin(T_T)... was sitting outside eating abit of small lunch when a ice queen bitch came out and told us to buy ticket and go in... i was like.. what the hell... before that we at coffee bean.. doing our friend wig and she say to do not sit at the coffee bean place.. if wan to sit please kindly buy a drink... =_= now this.. and she say.. "if i come back around 10min later you are still here. i will get angry.. and you do not wan to see it..." Lol.. you and how many cosplayer and normal people are angry about you? noisy sia.. think of $$ only.

i didnt bother to take much picture today. lazy.... plus i forgot much of allen poses and such when my brain is stuff with other stuff. didnt get headache is a good thing already.. =_=

;D i think i better go back spamming ryoro again XD.... spam too much wont do good.. i suffering the nerver cramp... from like 4 day @_@... stupid sit too long in a same position for too freaking long!!!

hmm

2008-12-11T22:00:00.000-08:00

tired on last weekend.. my blog is seriously... collecting dust. Lolx XD

photoshoot picture.
the picture are at sgclub. go find if you are smart :D it like a tryout to improve before EOY.. 2 day time XD...

abit of accident happen on my tim tail.. opps.. i pull abit too fast and hard... though making it tail... almost.... separate into 2 ... (sorry tim ._.)

FINALLLY!!! ONE OF MY FAV RO SERVER IS BACK :D
Ryoro ^_^

1 picture :D

PORI WORM!! credit to SOUL who bait them LOL XD

Old time is good.

2008-11-30T12:53:00.000-08:00

Old time is good.(below content contain some.. hentai thing.)
Today. i saw the calendar.. i feel like killing myself for missing it... it was one year since i met. Niie,Toby,Feilan and shii (who did i miss?) they are from Fanfiction.net user..

start with Niie first bah.

Before she met us. she was a play girl.. yes. -_- i heard the shortest relationship she play is only 3 day. and when that is going to happen. she will say "that is. we are over" ... and if that happen now. i will seriously give a serious ass kick XD! we made a deal! she flirt i kick! she was from malaysia. An bisexual.. <.< she from malaysia... so near me -_-|| but she prefer yaoi.

toby and fei:
i met fei than. than toby poke his finger in XD i remember when i first talk to toby. his tested me if i was an fangirl or not... after that. i tell fei. toby here i am gone. XD until he have to told me that if toby test me again. he will use the shovel in his garden and smack him up side down XD toby is a nice shy guy. he alway get tease by me fei and niie. XD fei even show me one of his photo that his face are actually.. BLUSHING.
toby and fei first time met was.. funny. because fei is the one fall ontop of toby and toby first though was. he's heavy! guess what do you except from a 1.9m tall guy o.o of course he is heavy -_-
toby used to think fei was straight. but he found out later fei was an Yaoi author at fanfiction.net and fei slowly brainwash him to bisexual.. Hoho nice one fei XD (did i mention that fei say toby.. LOOK LIKE DAISUKE FROM D.N.ANGEL? except he is brown hair.. he's hair is spike out natually in all direction and it is soft XD)

this remind me. fei had an accident in.. around.. march or april? this reason. i wont say. it took fei atleast 2 day to wake up from the bloodloss. toby was telling me how fei was doing and stuff. and when fei wake up.. i have to shoo toby off msn and go to fei side instead... fei was pale. suffer an abit of finger injury which cant make him to type. so toby type behalf of him. it was rather sad to see friend had an accident right? it a good thing he made a fast recovery ^^ and the next thing we know. he off jumping running around LOl XD
both fei and toby are from Denmark :o and they both are tall... i gonna get my neck break if i meet them.. -_-

shii:
Shii was from mexico. a 14 year old. but her personality is not 14... is much more like 18. she is very fierce.. o_o i think if people mess with her friend. she will kill them. my kill mean. she really go beat them up. but on other hand. she is a good friend XD. but she hate make up and dresses. so when one of her friend FORCE her to wear dresses and make up... she was complaining to me.. i was laughing on the other hand. XD too bad i didnt get to get a picture of it =\
Shii write yaoi. but she hate talking about it..o.O.. everytime we mention about it.. she will gone crazy Lol XD

overall.. i think if we all met in real life. like what we all say... if we have fate. we will meet again even we lost contact. so i think if we all met.. i think fei first thing will do is glomp niie first. before getting me an neko ear -_- niie will hug everybody. toby will be happy that we met.. i will drag toby away from niie and fei XD(they used to be couple.. cough cough XD) shii will be.. joining in with us as we find ourself a nearer cafe to chat XD

i know they all will never read this blog and post. but i still have to write. they are a great friend =)

Fun outing =)

2008-11-29T22:23:00.000-08:00

Wooot! i am running late when meeting taicho on jurong today. opps i should start from the start...

i went out with. taicho,risa,gumok,cheesy,trouble and kuroii XD.. went out cause kuroii want to find her shoe :o but... even we meet at orchard.. and then take bus 11(walking) to bugis. yes walk.. omg -_- walk...

when we walk half way. kuroii is complaining about.. the weather is blooody~ hot LOL wait.. not hot.. wrong words.. is.. WARM. XD so fun.. we mention about xmas stuff.. to trade present and book a restuarunt and eat... <--- rich kuroii ><
and walk until can take 10min rest on some random shopping centre which i cant remember the name.

finally. reach bugis... and just went to bugis street to search for kuroii cosplay shoe.. and end up.. don have the type she want.. so went back to bugis (say love to air-con =X) and went to the arcade there.. on the drum thingy.. got this guy that look geeky.. he play the drum like he being control by demon o_o scary sia... another otaku can play from close mouth.. and the next thing we know. his mouth was hanging on mid air XD

and later we nua at the food junction lol... cause we find a 6 person table seat.. so cheese came last and have to sit like a VIP XD.. dangerous leh... people walking behind him might spilt something.. rofl XD than it will be a puddle of melted cheese there... -_-...

and trouble and kuroii say good bye =D reason why. don ask me i forget.. once again lol XD

we went to kino.. risa and HER hentai minded.. want us to do some poses on photoshoot... lol -_- too explict one... in your next life time LOl XD and walk to coffen bean o.o.. before that i was originally want to buy strawberry.. but as usual cold storage stuff is freaking EXPENSIVE.. T_T...

hmm.. and went home.. .. and now i am typing.. :o.. seriously was a fun day today Lol.. next week more fun.. remind me to buy popcorn and drink and together with timcanpy watch Live-yaoi of Laviyuu.. -eye sparkle- +.+

Lalal~

2008-11-29T10:46:00.000-08:00

Hmm..

are you pretty sure i only speak to her about the job thingy issue? and are you sure i alway think about job job job? LOl i prefer to think GAME MORE XD!!!

hmm... PS thingy just to spice thing up? lol +_+ glad of what sia? (laugh)

don't be such a lag-out, the ryan and kim thing is obviously a joke. Oh well, I doubt people like you without a sense of humour can take it. =)

i didnt drag her into this. i drag her words =_= Lol..

it not like i can comfirm the date and such. without their number. ( i didnt ask for it because i think it was rude)

of course i fail now. and of course what i write is bullshit to you because. you this kind of person. only believe your own mindset and never think openly XD

and you doesnt seem to get it. the backside thingy i wrote for Kim. not for you =_=||

same as you. even i have a backside. it must more cleaner and pure than you. because i never went to geylang before in my entire life. i don desperate for money. money is only extra bonus for cosplay stuff. get your fact right. i just not the person who like to spent money.

like i say. it was just a inside joke between me and someone else. for what you get so work up? :o

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this is for OTHER PEOPLE OTHER THAN RYAN.

shit off. this problem doesnt concern you. i know you are concern about your own 12,000 ashiteru family member. but please. you can concern but not in a way that you need to gang up with ryan and shoot me in your private blog. (yes i am talking about you. who do that) making it as i am the one who must carry all the fault. partly is his fault too. after afa i get it so much. by sudden.-.-
and you all should stop first. is ryan who started the shoot on his own blog. not me. get it right.

and kim. i know that i doesnt talk small thing with you and only about the job thingy. i am bad at starting topic. plus. you should stop saying bad about other people =_= it piss me off. i hate gossip girl.

and yes. i know you cant change your nature. plus.. sorry. your spastic, drama act. wont work on me. and i didnt even wan to scare you. please la =_= it not even scary. i am just saying thing on my previous post that is not even scary. =_=|| where you feel the sense of fear from? o_O?

guess i break my own problem of not argue-ing back. it seem like currently now is 3 people vs me.. XD

Hmm~

2008-11-28T22:27:00.000-08:00

Hmm... i am still sick today. atleast not as worst as ytd and few day ago. went to chinatown buy materials. than go back to parent shop.. slack and help whole day =_=.. oh god.. my 2nd bro had starting to get random lol! a basket he can use as a hat. a mop he can use it as a pool stick..

a pity small racing car.. =_= is already.. gone case by him in one seconds

BELOW CONTENT. INNOCENT PEOPLE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Last post for the day for the quarrel lol...

OK. Ryan, get the bloody fact right about the job thingy first. the job people look for May in the first place. just because of some reason she say, which i forgot, she give kim handphone number to them. why in the end do you all say about me stick to kim because of the job? excuse me. she doesnt even bother to reply or speak to me now. how i surpose to know more info about the job? even i ask alot. i just need to comfirm the bloody date and time so i can push off any thing that might will clash with the job. and also. i doesnt force kim to let me go. is she who invite me.(and stop adding chilli and salt to something that is finally.. actually true.)

as for the PS thing. who is the one who fucking mention it in the first place and than after that say there no point speaking over and over again when you are the one WHO STARTED the topic. get the bloody fact right.

as for the hook up thingy. it just a inter joke between me and someone's.

The story is. "It won't be a surprise if one day ryan and kim sudden become boy/girlfriend." (clear enough?)

and also. ryan, stop saying you didnt drag innocent people to this thing. if you didnt. how in the fuck did kim know about this? she even shoot us about to not to bother your life. (or i think is what she trying to shoot us about. sorry if i get it wrong)

even you want to complaint to your so call MAMA(kim) or other people. that fine with me. serious. but i do not like the fact that you are speaking some bloody fact that is actually had been modify story by you.

.. do i answer enough shit for you..? ryan?

now this is for Kim.

Kim.... i do not know if you are target at me or may. but once people spark my anger.. they get it.. have you forgot my mental skill is the #2 highest among my group?

Kim, May was the first person who get invited for the express thai thingy. she just give them your phone number. so the people there want may. not you. Hmm.. sell backside arh? you sell before isit? know so much.. cool sia. demo leh. how to sell =)

oh ya.. kim. stop bugging into other people quarrel or start hating this person just because your precious 16 year old son(or someone) say so. it make you follow people life. not your own.

and... in ryan blog. ryan say something about me that sound like i befriend with you just because of the job. hello. you INVITED ME. NOT I FORCE YOU. i ask alot of time because .. like i say.. I NEED TO BLOODY COMFIRM THE DATE AND TIME!
you seem to modify the story and tell ryan dont you? (plus. when you befriend me. i don even know about the job. so how can that be? i befriend for the job.. liar la.. =_= wan liar do a better way la.. NOOB)

Exactly! people have right to choose who they want to stay with. and we doesnt mind after afa already. so yeah.. maybe you should get your own bloody backside(who had been fucked lot of time in geylang).. F.U.C.K.O.F.F =)

P.s: i am using real name because i get confused when say.. this person that person. you that him or whatever shit ... lol. sorry to those name who don wan get involve XD

P.s again: Happy complaining about some fact that is not even true. =) and even you argue back. i wont bother le.. if i continue. i will get evil.

=)

2008-11-27T13:42:00.000-08:00

Hmm... i will be having abit of fun here =D

Hmm.. let start with simple first..

Afa was fun.+tired. people lost stuff and get sick after that. but good thing tend to pop =D

computer is having of crazy now. it will work okok after i reformat..

as for now.... for certain people.

Please la~ think openly~ who is the one tend to PS people at the last minute.
and you sure you didnt PS? think again ^.<
Instead of depress why thing and stuff are unfair to you. why don you go think that why is all this thing happening?

Money mah.. everybody's need. how about if someone go tell you that. "want money arh, go geylang sell backside lor~" how would you feel?

get in the way? :o get in the way of you and someone being hook up..? sure if that does happen XD you will see penty of people laughing at the background.

lastly. before knowing full story. do not anyhow flame people. (like what i am doing now =) )

=_=

2008-11-21T15:30:00.000-08:00

Okok~ since alot of my friend are ASKING me to... "UPDATE YOUR BLOG LA! I ALREADY UPDATE LIAO SEE?!"

=_=.. what should i start from?

OK. start with afa.

afa. is coming tomorrow HOho~ i can't wait for it. i was planning to play game to kill time.. but it seen this generation of game requirement had improve ALOT till my computer system is not compatible T_T what can you except from a 5 year old computer?

Next. ytd went out with kuroii,rabit,risa,gumok and shouji o_O update news to kuroii as she not been in singapore for like 4 month? XD people also need news update mah... seeing rabit starve herself for afa =_= pity her a little liao...

i hope tomorrow.. i can make my wig look better T_T... no more flying around!~!! especially the BANG!

=D

2008-11-09T01:00:00.000-08:00

I am happy. the shitstorm had end. it really a weather after rain(baka nakama!) i am so dead happy. idiot war had end ^^ finally can rest without think too much.

thank to someone.. who names i wont mention incase of... (fangirl wanna kill me)

had make me STUNNED WHOLE NIGHT -jaws drop- (even though the person had added the addition part. teasing and kidding)
I AM STILL STUNNED!

Sigh....

2008-11-08T11:10:00.000-08:00

Sigh...

Maybe someone will cheer me up.

It nice of 'someone' to listen to my 'complaint' when it had nothing to with it... <.< (even though he say it busybody, but still thank. =))

Taicho call me in the midnight because i had 'broke down moment'
she ask me to complaint and whine all sort stuff... but then .... -.- thank to my brain. i can't really remember the whole shit.

for certain people. i might be 'not helping' 'siding her' or ' for what you cry sia. it doesnt even involve you'

but hello... you might don treat her as friend but you couldnt force me to have the same opinion as you. and somemore add more stuff into my own belief. what with the stuck up life and friend had to do with this.?

For your info. i don't like arguement. i prefer peaceful. call me a dumbass or whatever you wan for myself own itchy hand and mouth and brain to bug into other people problem. when. like you said. it had nothing to with me. it my own natural. i don like argue and war... which it probably why i don like online game that have player VS player =.=

(finally someone had told me what does stuck up life and friend mean)

=_=|| what does that had to do with the shit sia... =.=|||

Walk down the dark path.. how i wish, the day of light.

2008-11-03T00:11:00.000-08:00

(Credit to the person who do this picture)

-Start blogging time. 11:50pm-

Now i know why in the blog title. i put.

Walk down the dark path, how i wish, the day of light.

I am in a lost place.. hopefully someone can find me in the dark and bring me some light of warm.

and i finally know why i am addicited to D.gray-man Opening 1 ' Innocent Sorrow'

Look at the english lyric

From this gaping wound in my chest flows pain in the dark
Dissolving the love that binds each instant together

Thrashing with a fever from which I cannot awake, I can't even hear the last voice

Don't cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh...
Softly touch my upraised palms, never...until the end

Fragile wishes like the sand that spills over, close to the light
Your face is closed, blurred by the tears that never dry up

My prayers pierce deeply through the cracks of my fingers

Don't cry, how much endless pain and sorrow
Could I have saved you from? Oh...
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end
Release it, so far away

With these wings of life, I long for the time of rebirth

Don't cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh...
Softly touch my upraised palms

I've been searching for an unfading miracle called you
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end

Can someone 'save' me? i don't know.
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... i simple don't know what to write. for 14 and half year. i am used to being alone. the lone-ly-ness... let me tell you. it took more than human support to get through it. you had to force yourself. force force force... be cold blooded.. and negative stuff.. so that bullier will leave you alone and they won't give you trouble... ... guess write too much in public is no good. i should stop.

-End of writing of post. 12:06am-

stupid comment. = instant glare. i am warning. i am not in a good mood = dark side is more than white side.

._.

2008-10-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

GUYS!!!!!!!! DGM COSPLAYER! if you are cosplay d gray man character 2nd uniform. their uniform color is BLACK AND SILVER!!!! not BLACK AND WHITE IS SILVER NOT WHITE!!!... i found this out last week.. and now. i am trying to turn my black and white 2nd allen uniform to black and silver.... so far so good.. except the main top.. got zipper.. i am thinking.. if i spray with the zipper zip up... later cannot zip down. if i spray without zipping.. later cannot zip -.-... anybody spraypaint your zipper before? can you zip after wards?

another problem for me bout my uniform is it made for CROWN CLOWN version... so cutting away the mao mao(AKA fur) and trying to make the mao mao black... took big effort... it working abit.. but if your eye are good.. you can still notice the mao mao T_T... not easy to cut!! i will post some photo on the next post tomorrow or so T_T... just good luck to me.. my main top uniform.. mess up quite a little... =(

here the photo.. of the mao mao i try to turn black on the 'armpit' part

XD

2008-10-26T19:57:00.000-07:00

LOL! Just try this game out.

it addiciting, simple PLUS FUN!
here my score.

it fun 8D ><"

yesterday. till to confusion by may and kim chan. i called kuroko chan.. at a good timing where he about to fall asleep... apologise to him >< SORRY!

fuck up de.

2008-10-22T13:26:00.000-07:00

fuck up month sia. damnit. that why i hate my birthday month. it alway bring bad thing/incident/relationship. all stuff that is bad fall on me. oh well. i don't really care le. i already give up on certain thing that will only happen between human long long time ago.

well. i guess. soon or later. certain friendship will sure be destroy. as usual. my longer friendship last time. last for half a year. let see this one. can last how long. and as usual. sooner or later. i will return to my cold self again. my moral. have fun while the thing last.

-1st longest. 6month
-2nd longest. 3month.

something to share. D.Gray-man: Sousha no Shikaku / 奏者ノ資格 ending video XD... (ignore some wind sound please and sorry for the suck quality. i take using handphone.)

LOL~ nice quiz 8D

2008-10-20T15:42:00.000-07:00

Allen is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Allen will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Allen an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Allen is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Allen is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

Me: WOW o_O seem quite true LOl!

People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Allen has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Allen also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then she will deny she is the life of the party, because fear has overcome her natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. she is a people person

Me: i not sure of this.. sweat..

Allen will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Me: yes. this is so correct 8D since you wan opinion. i will just give an honest one. which alway get me into trouble so i tend to tell the person... do not ask me to go opinion.

Allen can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

Me: Hoho!~ don like it? go to hell bah~ i doesnt need your opinion on my every move XD

Because Allen has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Allen is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Allen is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble!

Me: quite true... i get irritated by people who are slow on shopping. that why shopping aren't in my list 8D

Allen is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Allen basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Me: the planning part!! *eye sparkle* i alway help my dgm team plan the time de =D

Allen will take action on her thoughts. She is positive that her views are correct for her. She has the ability to seem as if she is positively correct when answering a question, even if she does not have the slightest idea of the answer. Allen displays a self-confidence that makes everyone else sure she is correct. She is positive of her own views, but not necessarily stubborn.

Me: this is what i call. psycho-ing people mind. i am good at it 8D

Something is incomplete in Allen's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Allen's sexual needs.

Me: does daydream of Allen-kun counted? -_-||

Allen has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Allen's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Allen has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Allen is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

Me: i will think o.o sure.. BUT I WONT TRY!!!

Allen has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Allen's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Allen has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Allen is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Allen is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

Me: I wont try. i only will think... YAOI 8D

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Allen has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Allen fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Allen has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Allen seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Allen seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

Me: don't get it -_-

quiz get by kuroii.. testing out for fun ~.~

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2008-10-16T22:03:00.000-07:00

seriously.
today, went to school. bored. slack. have to mix with a bunch of girl that i really hate. just to waste time. and than base on our EOy math paper. we have to do how many question and end up i need to do like 70+ question of math. after school. had a cup of drink and went the art work shop and -work- there for 3hr before going back home. not that i hate it. but when i reach home, right after i went login msn. i was being spam, fine. i still can spam back for awhile. but it getting abit too much. because i was simply too tired and my two idiotic brother still have face to ask me go buy food when they slack at home whole day. using the fucking excuse saying the last time they buy already. so it my turn. Heh. like wise. i really sure the last time i was the one who go down and buy food for dinner. think me what? slave?maid?servant?... in the end. they call macdonald for delivery meal and once again. bankrupt liao still wan to eat mac. and i have to pay for the 70% of the cost.

Seriously. today, not a good day for me. tired sure make your 'badmood' aura come out.

LOL

2008-10-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

LOL! Today. go school, Bored, Watch show, sleep, slack, talk. go school just to mark the dam attendence.. sigh~

after school go meet up with other 3R's and shouji. trouble and kuroko chan is not able to go (because kuroko chan go play his basketball.. but was cancel by my Nakama(weather rain) 8D..)

we buy food and went to west coast. 8D just crazy crazy there for few hr than go IMM for dinner. ryan and shouji go daiso brought a freak boobs... thingy LOL... partically LAUGHING LIKE CRAP 8D

and somehow i don't know why i leaking out black aura yesterday and today ~~ either way. after the outing my mood improve =D

internal injury.. ouch ~~~~

2008-10-11T19:20:00.000-07:00

October 10 and 11.. a birthday nightmare LOL.

Oct 10

my friend and i went to seoul garden to eat and also celebrate my advance birthday that day .... after we finish. someone just suddenly mention. the game "guess the number" first is ryan kena-sabo-ed. next is kuroko chan.. than next is me.. and some itchy hand go put RAW MOYASHI.... in to the who'know'what'inside' drink........ T_T

oct11. my birthday clash with cosplay event *clap clap*
went to meet up with kuroko chan and shouji at -somewhere- and go meet the others.

when we had our stuff finish and rush for the event.. in the trip -_- i was whack by kuroko chan hammer for the god countless more than 30time? and smack by kanda mugen once. OUCH. (i give off black aura at that moment) (and a birthday bash.. after the event. making me feel like vomit blood that time. ouch lor T_T)

we went to ... where. -_-||| to rest for like half hr. i don know why i was feeling so emo and disturb 'someone' at the same moment whose i won't mention who.. (sorry~ own secret is a secret =D)

and other place for dinner. o.O

Hmm.. and went home after ward. not much stuff..

anyway. my new allen wig this time round. the thickness was *scream yes* but the lenght at the bangs is.. MUST CUT CUT AND FIX FIX. let try again next time at AFA 08 . doing 2nd uni allen (not crown clown)

*tim bite me. ouch.. see la. even tim bully me also. it like saying. good luck in understanding =x)

LAST PAPER!! OH YAY

2008-10-07T22:25:00.000-07:00

OH YAYA!!! LAST PAPER FOR THE YEAR!! FINALLY CAN SLACK WOOOOT... but then. i think i will retain again in secondary 3 bah... thinking how my crazy math teacher say math paper 2 only got like 5 people pass.. crazy lol.

tomorrow is marking day which totally have no plan... slacking at home bah ~~~~ so bored... T_T

oh well.. can use that bored time to fix my new allen wig and research more allen poses.. =x

nothing much to crap~

2008-10-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

oh well... nothing really much to craps today.. was resting at home the whole day and also continue playing the d gray man ps2 game...

just finish colouring my exam art work for tomorrow... ( and i did a dam... idiotic hell job for it..)

AND YES!! MY ALLEN WIG FINALLY HAD ARRIVE! tomorrow i will be collecting~ YES YES YES...

and out of joy. i design a front cover and back cover for my dgm game 8D

black havoc!

2008-10-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i need a black tie for my cosplay .... allen walker school version.. on next saturday cosplay event.. i original wan to be 2nd uni allen... but sudden a change of plan.. make me trying to get black tie asap ~~~~

help me... lol.. i dun wan to buy.. because i only use for cosplay as mine causal outfit is not like those formal formal type ~~~~

sign... good luck to me

D GRAY MAN PS2 GAME IS FUN

2008-10-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOT.. i try the game on my taicho house.. and guess. what? even though the battle system is like old rpg type.. i was addicited to it 8D

it quite fun.. meanly because of the character... hoho *drool over allen cuteness*

anyway.. for some WEIRD REASON.. my mom sudden tell me my bro wan to buy a ps2 o_o|| i was like WTH!? with ps2 i can just burn the game and play ~~~~ i still got FMA ps2 game 1 with me lol... and now add on with d gray man.. i am so so so so happy~

i gonna design the disc cover soon.. hohoho 8D

Woot.. Finally 8D

2008-10-01T11:40:00.000-07:00

yay~ after creating this account and let it rot for like... almost a year? someone finally taught me how to blog -_-...
i am going to alasse house later 8D and she will also burn me copy of d gray man ps2 game... *eye sparkle*

edit:

i got an copy of d gray man ps2 game... there one problem.. my computer cant read dvd disc -.- ... i can play ps2 game in my computer.. hoho i have my way 8D