24 January 2009



Starting first...

My hamster.. HamHam(that what i alway call her XD) had passed away on 24 january 2009... just a day before chinese new year eve... we were hoping that she would atleast spend last new year with us before going off to heaven with angel wing...
she had ear infection.. the reason we don't know.. ._. it just the next thing we know.. she got ear infection .. my brother friend say this kind of hamster fur is very rare... .. it should be normal grey and white(round there) but hamham got a golden color fur.. it very soft and smooth to touch =)





went to senbanwang... fish market o.o.. this particular fish.. really.. caught my attention o.o
i mean.. IT FREAKING SO CUTE XDXDXDXD!!!



spray.. cannot make it edward spear.. -_- ... (go bang wall)



Opps.. forgot to rotate XD this is my mini edward elric plushie with hitsu.. small mini doggy.. o.o.. you know.. boredem does hurt XD

Today


after school, after cca. meet parent at causeway point.. father was carrying a new monitor o.o.. as my previous one.. in previous post. one of the color wire had spoil.. after 7/8year.. worth it and this is my new monitor.. 18inch XD woot~ but this monitor look familiar.. had i seen it before? >_>

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Chinese new year was alright... play poker card and won around 10 buck... o.o..

on the first day of chinese new year. no plan. just at the evening went to grandma house and eat..
day 2 of chinese new year go 'bai nian'... when we first arrive. i didn't enter the house as there was too many people and too crowded.. AND.. too many unknown face =_=


Yesterday went to hitsu house to 'bai nian' XD
rabit and risa follow suit after awhile i arrive at her house.. o.o than i was spamming her Stepmania.. -coughcough- XD and decided to go to.. (where?) to play ZoneX. and finally i get my zoneX tapcard~~ XD~~~ hitsu play jubeat while i force rabit and risa play parapara =\ o.o

tomorrow hitsu,rabit and risa are coming over to 'bai nian' as well.. XD .. can't wait for it~ it like few month since there friend coming to my house... (can play the uno step again.. rofl XD)

abit messy.. i hope you can read it and understand it XD

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i was wondering. as there kind and sadistic side of me. i enjoy torture people mind.. but at the same time. the kind side will become very guality. and i have to stop. the sadist and kind side alway argue within me.
but my sadist kind is not that evil that will lead me to smoke. sniff glue or whatsoever la... that one me and kind side will go chase after sadist side XD

Kind side thinking
-> really kind.. alway give in, hold no hatre. positive thinking and alway forgive others..
Forget and Forgive is kind side favourite quote.

Sadist/evil side thinking
-> alway bully other, alway add salt to wound... negative comment/thinking, hold a strong hatre towards human.. once enter evil side hate list.. hard to get out. stubborn... if you treat evil side bad.. it will return you the same attiude with double payback. but playful..
don't try mess with me.. i will pay you double worst.. is evil side favourite thinking and quote..

Guess the kind side was develop when i alway forgive people who bully me in my secondary 1 and 2 life...
Kind side.. is like Allen... this side is usually for social-interacting purpose.. kind side is like a normal human being =)

Evil side was develop to protect myself... as... that time.. i have totally lost trust and hope for human... i didn't get helped... when i waited so long... i lost it... i don't feel like going out... i prefer to stay alone... when in reality facts.. i hate being alone.. The feeling was cold.. emotionless... lonely... but i manage to pull it through thank to this evil side.. speaking of the growth of puberty to experiencing this... it was one heck of hell -_-
But still... this side and that kind of feeling i used to feel.. make me able to control my emotion and temper.. i can be emotionless and calm.. or opposite ._.

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Ok people. do me a favour.. the above picture you see. are they in normal color or abnormal color? as in the sgcafe forum is white and blue or yellow and black? tell me... my current monitor is showing the opposite of the color.. (like.. white blackground is now black background.. yellow become blue. and etc...)

back to topic zzz

Now i am rotting at home chatting with sensei while waiting for the other sleeping beauty who are actually guys to wake up... zzz my monitor had some freak problem when i return from rp last night. and cannot be help =_= NEED HELP!!

trip to rp was good. except some minior error..... problem..
kiwiwichan was there XD really a long time no see.. T_T
bring my edward wig for akito to help me cut XDXD (i forgot to say thank.. opps @_@)
and hitsu,me and akito was like.. doing some test.. which i dunno how to say in english zz..
Lol.. akito. am i that hard to understand? XD

My Edward's Spear, Costume is complete. as for wig..... (say good luck? T_T) hopefully i won't cos piak edward on SOY... cannot piak him.. T_T comfirm+ a chop cannot piak him.

i couldnt remember anything now.. short term memory loss suck...zzz

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edward spear... FINALLY I COMPLETE!!!(havent spray color yet).... the design already make me... i am going to dead @_@



Just clean my computer desk last night... wow.. o_o now look more neat XD



went to kallang leisure mall at last saturday and brought this figuring box.. and randomly .. i get Negi Springfield Sensei! XD so lucky.. this is what i want XD



Edward tio sit by alphonse.. <_<.. sorry eddie~~


OK! count down 2 more day of school. 5 more day to CNY. 10 more day to SOY O_o just took 2hr to complete the wing and blade part for edward spear.... finally i finish T_T.. seriously a finallly...~~ and the spear... it near 1.7m tall =_=... am i doing the correct lenght? abit too tall for my own good.. Lol!

in my mind. i need more strawberry =_=

.................. zzzzzzzz happen again. i can't remember what i wanna write when come to the posting new post page.. =_=

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Look nice? it the sunset moment..



take more XD the effect of the shine is really nice ^^



More again, i just the spark at the center and red mist effect around it XD



My Imcomplete Edward Elric Automail... havent really put in detail yet... just the shape and stuff



This is what happen when i complete my art draft mindmap and has absolutely nothing to do in class... i draw character!! XDXD



Hitsu's Asuna... disturb me when i was watching Shigofumi anime series -_-



Advance rabit bday, chapaland soup. it taste good for rabit and akito. (sweat)



My hamster trying to climb out of the'prison' house... (very playful -_-)



Hamster: It's time for bed!



Hamster: Dinner time XD



Hamster: Go away!! don disturb my privacy!!! (sorry XD)



Yesterday, was rabit birthday..... AND MY FATHER BIRTHDAY!!! yes, their bday is on the same date, which is.. I ACTUALLY FORGOT!(rabit rmb, father forgot =_=) so yeah... i will blog what i can remember,


yesterday went to causeway to have lunch after school, just passerby comic connection when i just walk in myself XDXD and i find a dgrayman item, new one. Allen Walker activate hand. i take it and went straight to the cashier... i mean seriously.. IT SO COOL XDXDXD

at the foodcourt of causeway point, i order a bowl of noodle with additional noodle... the auntie asked me.. " you sure you can finish?"
"twist moment. pause, take a breathe, calm down" " yes auntie i can.. i can eat alot.."

so yeah.. bascially, they think short/small people eat little bit... which no wonder why in school recess time, when i buying chinese rice store..(you know those 3 type of food with a plate of rice store) the auntie... i saw her remove half of the rice from the plate... and i was like seriously... " auntie... please don remove the rice from the plate please..." and complaint to people that it unfair to see size give food amount...-_- ... i was seriously piss.. LOL it not my fault that i am short and small... dam la....

school was okay.. i guess.. just that i have this feeling that i will fail N level already.. 5 subject, EL MATH must pass and above grade 4, and 3 best subject the point below 19... so it like.. i force myself to get grade 4 for EL and MATH.. 3 for art.. and atleast a pass for combine science and a 3 or 4 for chinese... 4+4+3+5+4=20... see... it over 19... they say you need pass english and math and get grade 4 before going to higher nitec or sec 5... i was thinking taking higher nitec and went to poly.(since they say, higher nitec had higher chance entering poly than O lvl/sec 5) so yeah. i gonna try my hardest best on math and english..
i am gonna skip O level anyway.. when i cant even barely pass N, for what try O.. waste time, might as well move on already... but going ite in my family mind is.
you are stupid - big bro
go ite no future one - big bro and mom
why cant you study hard - big bro
see la, use com use too much - big bro
go ite cannot go poly liao - whole family (they dunno law and thing change -_-)
ite in the future life very hard to survive.. - mom

Sigh.... i dunno why... to struggle to pass exam and promote to higher lvl is the best i can maintain... if ask for better result.. i seriously.. cannot... i am tired... T_T

famiy: " you should study hard get good grade and when you grown up. go find some offical job that give high salary... it your only path"

MY ASS! i am not taking/learn something that i have zero internest in, anime,manga,drawing anime, video making and stuff is my only interest. i will create my own path to follow...

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Edward and Alphonse wish everybody a Belated Happy New Year =)

Ed: New year start, New challenge await you, New journey BEGIN!



Allen in Edward costume XD!~



Oh no... no wait, this year i will cosplaying as edward XD be gentle... allen x.x




Allen, Kanda and lavi wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
(maybe allen and lavi you both should stop messing with kanda hair ._.)


thursday and yesterday, i went over to my Evil brother house for alittle while. before heading for lunch and stuff at somewhere @ KFC and the hawker center there.

yesterday, went to RP. yeah... before that i went to my brother house and camp there while waiting for him to GET READY. that took VERY... LONG <_< (sometime i was wondering if he was a girl in a boy body.... =w=)
and too bad for him. evil brother try to treat me drink... but then i keep give him the drink money XDXD try harder next time, evil brother XD!!(let see who more stubborn =w= )

and yeah. went to rp. chit chatting, keep holding on to hitsu Asuna's in hamster costume soft toy. XD so CUTE! and hitsu say she saw Allen soft toy before... i stun... next time. i will go hunt for it.. T_T and there some video that evil brother fav in youtube.... freaking make the whole bunch of us there gone crazy of laughter XD


so yeah... another part is. when i tell my mum i go out with friend that is i am the only girl... she keep nag and nag and nag, fine.. it normal that you don trust my friend without meeting them but trust me please? -_- it so damn irritating that i go out with friend that in the group i am the only girl and say very dangerous and stuff blah blah... making me freaking wish i am a GUY NOW...


ok... mom just call.. i had to talk nicly with her that i am not like those girl show in the newspaper cheat by their friend or whatever. Now she finally know i am caution while i am hanging out with guy. and i think.. she finally... worry abit lesser. Cause i explain to her. nice,simple and short and understandable... (well.. she still doesnt know i got good mind/Antenna -_-)


so yeah.. she think i am very 'innocent' XD!!!! that might be eaten by wolf... that why she worry bah O.o... ok i guess.. nevermind..

Chinese new year. i will drag some of my friend to my house and let my mom look look -_- that way might help.. i still thinking to drag guy to my house or not... but rabit risa and hitsu (and maybe kiwiwi?) is comfirm + a CHOP i will drag XD

i will discuss with my mom bah =w=..afterall i got guy friend more than girl friend (and mom know the fact very well XD)

End here... hopefully you can understand XD

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