Honest truth.

few week ago. for some unknown reason. my big bro suffer a high fever on his NS. and when my parent info me.

instead of being worry and sad and stuff. i was actually pretty happy. thinking. "that retribution for keeping saying thing bout me. busybody my thing. and stuff. HA! serve you right." (sound sadist and cruel? ... i apologise.)

who care. other time he say thing about me. i was rather on my limit.

first rebel.
when he is at home. i am not at home.
after school i will stay outside till 6~8pm than go home.

and my parent did go and scold him. but after a few week. he back on action ._.

seconds rebel.
talk back (doesnt work =_=)
go out when he is at home

and.. well.. dad go and speak with him... but after a while. BACK ON ACTION AGAIn!?

now and the third rebel i am going to do
talk back
when he talk/say bout mystuff and thing again. change clothes, open door, wear shoe. go out.
totally DON WAN TO FACE HIM. i see him one seconds i already angry.
if i talk back. and he scold me. i will just leave house. even it on a sunday. i don care liao. for what care bout what my mom say to ignore ignore and more ignore when it seriously getting on my nerve to heard him talking bad at me when i was peacefully using computer.

he more bastard.
everything must busybody and must say. i seriously hate the fact that he keep saying me not dressing like a girl. kns. not all girl MUST be same. he keep saying that his friend sister know how to apply make up, dress nicly. and stuff that normal girly girl would do.
COMON LA! i am not his friend sister. I AM MYSELF. MYSELF! GET THE FUCKING DAM FACT RIGHT!

and he even complaint the friend i made. COMON! i got friend and no friend also not happy.

No happy because i got not much friend in real life
not happy because again. mostly friend i got are not from my school. and it is not girly girl. <-- he not happy because i don have any girly girl friend. =_= i can't stand girly girl voice. how you expect me to get one...


dam. i got lot of stuff to rant bout my big bro. only if my memory is as good as lavi... right now my memory is short term.

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