(Credit to the person who do this picture)

-Start blogging time. 11:50pm-

Now i know why in the blog title. i put.

Walk down the dark path, how i wish, the day of light.

I am in a lost place.. hopefully someone can find me in the dark and bring me some light of warm.

and i finally know why i am addicited to D.gray-man Opening 1 ' Innocent Sorrow'

Look at the english lyric

From this gaping wound in my chest flows pain in the dark
Dissolving the love that binds each instant together

Thrashing with a fever from which I cannot awake, I can't even hear the last voice

Don't cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh...
Softly touch my upraised palms, never...until the end

Fragile wishes like the sand that spills over, close to the light
Your face is closed, blurred by the tears that never dry up

My prayers pierce deeply through the cracks of my fingers

Don't cry, how much endless pain and sorrow
Could I have saved you from? Oh...
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end
Release it, so far away

With these wings of life, I long for the time of rebirth

Don't cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh...
Softly touch my upraised palms

I've been searching for an unfading miracle called you
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end

Can someone 'save' me? i don't know.
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... i simple don't know what to write. for 14 and half year. i am used to being alone. the lone-ly-ness... let me tell you. it took more than human support to get through it. you had to force yourself. force force force... be cold blooded.. and negative stuff.. so that bullier will leave you alone and they won't give you trouble... ... guess write too much in public is no good. i should stop.

-End of writing of post. 12:06am-

stupid comment. = instant glare. i am warning. i am not in a good mood = dark side is more than white side.

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