Old time is good.(below content contain some.. hentai thing.)
Today. i saw the calendar.. i feel like killing myself for missing it... it was one year since i met. Niie,Toby,Feilan and shii (who did i miss?) they are from Fanfiction.net user..

start with Niie first bah.

Before she met us. she was a play girl.. yes. -_- i heard the shortest relationship she play is only 3 day. and when that is going to happen. she will say "that is. we are over" ... and if that happen now. i will seriously give a serious ass kick XD! we made a deal! she flirt i kick! she was from malaysia. An bisexual.. <.< she from malaysia... so near me -_-|| but she prefer yaoi.

toby and fei:
i met fei than. than toby poke his finger in XD i remember when i first talk to toby. his tested me if i was an fangirl or not... after that. i tell fei. toby here i am gone. XD until he have to told me that if toby test me again. he will use the shovel in his garden and smack him up side down XD toby is a nice shy guy. he alway get tease by me fei and niie. XD fei even show me one of his photo that his face are actually.. BLUSHING.
toby and fei first time met was.. funny. because fei is the one fall ontop of toby and toby first though was. he's heavy! guess what do you except from a 1.9m tall guy o.o of course he is heavy -_-
toby used to think fei was straight. but he found out later fei was an Yaoi author at fanfiction.net and fei slowly brainwash him to bisexual.. Hoho nice one fei XD (did i mention that fei say toby.. LOOK LIKE DAISUKE FROM D.N.ANGEL? except he is brown hair.. he's hair is spike out natually in all direction and it is soft XD)

this remind me. fei had an accident in.. around.. march or april? this reason. i wont say. it took fei atleast 2 day to wake up from the bloodloss. toby was telling me how fei was doing and stuff. and when fei wake up.. i have to shoo toby off msn and go to fei side instead... fei was pale. suffer an abit of finger injury which cant make him to type. so toby type behalf of him. it was rather sad to see friend had an accident right? it a good thing he made a fast recovery ^^ and the next thing we know. he off jumping running around LOl XD
both fei and toby are from Denmark :o and they both are tall... i gonna get my neck break if i meet them.. -_-

shii:
Shii was from mexico. a 14 year old. but her personality is not 14... is much more like 18. she is very fierce.. o_o i think if people mess with her friend. she will kill them. my kill mean. she really go beat them up. but on other hand. she is a good friend XD. but she hate make up and dresses. so when one of her friend FORCE her to wear dresses and make up... she was complaining to me.. i was laughing on the other hand. XD too bad i didnt get to get a picture of it =\
Shii write yaoi. but she hate talking about it..o.O.. everytime we mention about it.. she will gone crazy Lol XD

overall.. i think if we all met in real life. like what we all say... if we have fate. we will meet again even we lost contact. so i think if we all met.. i think fei first thing will do is glomp niie first. before getting me an neko ear -_- niie will hug everybody. toby will be happy that we met.. i will drag toby away from niie and fei XD(they used to be couple.. cough cough XD) shii will be.. joining in with us as we find ourself a nearer cafe to chat XD

i know they all will never read this blog and post. but i still have to write. they are a great friend =)

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Wooot! i am running late when meeting taicho on jurong today. opps i should start from the start...

i went out with. taicho,risa,gumok,cheesy,trouble and kuroii XD.. went out cause kuroii want to find her shoe :o but... even we meet at orchard.. and then take bus 11(walking) to bugis. yes walk.. omg -_- walk...

when we walk half way. kuroii is complaining about.. the weather is blooody~ hot LOL wait.. not hot.. wrong words.. is.. WARM. XD so fun.. we mention about xmas stuff.. to trade present and book a restuarunt and eat... <--- rich kuroii ><
and walk until can take 10min rest on some random shopping centre which i cant remember the name.

finally. reach bugis... and just went to bugis street to search for kuroii cosplay shoe.. and end up.. don have the type she want.. so went back to bugis (say love to air-con =X) and went to the arcade there.. on the drum thingy.. got this guy that look geeky.. he play the drum like he being control by demon o_o scary sia... another otaku can play from close mouth.. and the next thing we know. his mouth was hanging on mid air XD

and later we nua at the food junction lol... cause we find a 6 person table seat.. so cheese came last and have to sit like a VIP XD.. dangerous leh... people walking behind him might spilt something.. rofl XD than it will be a puddle of melted cheese there... -_-...

and trouble and kuroii say good bye =D reason why. don ask me i forget.. once again lol XD

we went to kino.. risa and HER hentai minded.. want us to do some poses on photoshoot... lol -_- too explict one... in your next life time LOl XD and walk to coffen bean o.o.. before that i was originally want to buy strawberry.. but as usual cold storage stuff is freaking EXPENSIVE.. T_T...

hmm.. and went home.. .. and now i am typing.. :o.. seriously was a fun day today Lol.. next week more fun.. remind me to buy popcorn and drink and together with timcanpy watch Live-yaoi of Laviyuu.. -eye sparkle- +.+

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Hmm..

are you pretty sure i only speak to her about the job thingy issue? and are you sure i alway think about job job job? LOl i prefer to think GAME MORE XD!!!

hmm... PS thingy just to spice thing up? lol +_+ glad of what sia? (laugh)

don't be such a lag-out, the ryan and kim thing is obviously a joke. Oh well, I doubt people like you without a sense of humour can take it. =)

i didnt drag her into this. i drag her words =_= Lol..

it not like i can comfirm the date and such. without their number. ( i didnt ask for it because i think it was rude)

of course i fail now. and of course what i write is bullshit to you because. you this kind of person. only believe your own mindset and never think openly XD

and you doesnt seem to get it. the backside thingy i wrote for Kim. not for you =_=||

same as you. even i have a backside. it must more cleaner and pure than you. because i never went to geylang before in my entire life. i don desperate for money. money is only extra bonus for cosplay stuff. get your fact right. i just not the person who like to spent money.

like i say. it was just a inside joke between me and someone else. for what you get so work up? :o

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this is for OTHER PEOPLE OTHER THAN RYAN.

shit off. this problem doesnt concern you. i know you are concern about your own 12,000 ashiteru family member. but please. you can concern but not in a way that you need to gang up with ryan and shoot me in your private blog. (yes i am talking about you. who do that) making it as i am the one who must carry all the fault. partly is his fault too. after afa i get it so much. by sudden.-.-
and you all should stop first. is ryan who started the shoot on his own blog. not me. get it right.

and kim. i know that i doesnt talk small thing with you and only about the job thingy. i am bad at starting topic. plus. you should stop saying bad about other people =_= it piss me off. i hate gossip girl.

and yes. i know you cant change your nature. plus.. sorry. your spastic, drama act. wont work on me. and i didnt even wan to scare you. please la =_= it not even scary. i am just saying thing on my previous post that is not even scary. =_=|| where you feel the sense of fear from? o_O?


guess i break my own problem of not argue-ing back. it seem like currently now is 3 people vs me.. XD

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Hmm... i am still sick today. atleast not as worst as ytd and few day ago. went to chinatown buy materials. than go back to parent shop.. slack and help whole day =_=.. oh god.. my 2nd bro had starting to get random lol! a basket he can use as a hat. a mop he can use it as a pool stick..

a pity small racing car.. =_= is already.. gone case by him in one seconds





BELOW CONTENT. INNOCENT PEOPLE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Last post for the day for the quarrel lol...

OK. Ryan, get the bloody fact right about the job thingy first. the job people look for May in the first place. just because of some reason she say, which i forgot, she give kim handphone number to them. why in the end do you all say about me stick to kim because of the job? excuse me. she doesnt even bother to reply or speak to me now. how i surpose to know more info about the job? even i ask alot. i just need to comfirm the bloody date and time so i can push off any thing that might will clash with the job. and also. i doesnt force kim to let me go. is she who invite me.(and stop adding chilli and salt to something that is finally.. actually true.)

as for the PS thing. who is the one who fucking mention it in the first place and than after that say there no point speaking over and over again when you are the one WHO STARTED the topic. get the bloody fact right.

as for the hook up thingy. it just a inter joke between me and someone's.

The story is. "It won't be a surprise if one day ryan and kim sudden become boy/girlfriend." (clear enough?)

and also. ryan, stop saying you didnt drag innocent people to this thing. if you didnt. how in the fuck did kim know about this? she even shoot us about to not to bother your life. (or i think is what she trying to shoot us about. sorry if i get it wrong)

even you want to complaint to your so call MAMA(kim) or other people. that fine with me. serious. but i do not like the fact that you are speaking some bloody fact that is actually had been modify story by you.

.. do i answer enough shit for you..? ryan?

now this is for Kim.

Kim.... i do not know if you are target at me or may. but once people spark my anger.. they get it.. have you forgot my mental skill is the #2 highest among my group?

Kim, May was the first person who get invited for the express thai thingy. she just give them your phone number. so the people there want may. not you. Hmm.. sell backside arh? you sell before isit? know so much.. cool sia. demo leh. how to sell =)

oh ya.. kim. stop bugging into other people quarrel or start hating this person just because your precious 16 year old son(or someone) say so. it make you follow people life. not your own.

and... in ryan blog. ryan say something about me that sound like i befriend with you just because of the job. hello. you INVITED ME. NOT I FORCE YOU. i ask alot of time because .. like i say.. I NEED TO BLOODY COMFIRM THE DATE AND TIME!
you seem to modify the story and tell ryan dont you? (plus. when you befriend me. i don even know about the job. so how can that be? i befriend for the job.. liar la.. =_= wan liar do a better way la.. NOOB)

Exactly! people have right to choose who they want to stay with. and we doesnt mind after afa already. so yeah.. maybe you should get your own bloody backside(who had been fucked lot of time in geylang).. F.U.C.K.O.F.F =)

P.s: i am using real name because i get confused when say.. this person that person. you that him or whatever shit ... lol. sorry to those name who don wan get involve XD

P.s again: Happy complaining about some fact that is not even true. =) and even you argue back. i wont bother le.. if i continue. i will get evil.

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Hmm... i will be having abit of fun here =D

Hmm.. let start with simple first..

Afa was fun.+tired. people lost stuff and get sick after that. but good thing tend to pop =D


computer is having of crazy now. it will work okok after i reformat..

as for now.... for certain people.

Please la~ think openly~ who is the one tend to PS people at the last minute.
and you sure you didnt PS? think again ^.<
Instead of depress why thing and stuff are unfair to you. why don you go think that why is all this thing happening?

Money mah.. everybody's need. how about if someone go tell you that. "want money arh, go geylang sell backside lor~" how would you feel?

get in the way? :o get in the way of you and someone being hook up..? sure if that does happen XD you will see penty of people laughing at the background.

lastly. before knowing full story. do not anyhow flame people. (like what i am doing now =) )

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Okok~ since alot of my friend are ASKING me to... "UPDATE YOUR BLOG LA! I ALREADY UPDATE LIAO SEE?!"

=_=.. what should i start from?

OK. start with afa.

afa. is coming tomorrow HOho~ i can't wait for it. i was planning to play game to kill time.. but it seen this generation of game requirement had improve ALOT till my computer system is not compatible T_T what can you except from a 5 year old computer?

Next. ytd went out with kuroii,rabit,risa,gumok and shouji o_O update news to kuroii as she not been in singapore for like 4 month? XD people also need news update mah... seeing rabit starve herself for afa =_= pity her a little liao...

i hope tomorrow.. i can make my wig look better T_T... no more flying around!~!! especially the BANG!

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I am happy. the shitstorm had end. it really a weather after rain(baka nakama!) i am so dead happy. idiot war had end ^^ finally can rest without think too much.


thank to someone.. who names i wont mention incase of... (fangirl wanna kill me)

had make me STUNNED WHOLE NIGHT -jaws drop- (even though the person had added the addition part. teasing and kidding)
I AM STILL STUNNED!

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Sigh...

Maybe someone will cheer me up.

It nice of 'someone' to listen to my 'complaint' when it had nothing to with it... <.< (even though he say it busybody, but still thank. =))

Taicho call me in the midnight because i had 'broke down moment'
she ask me to complaint and whine all sort stuff... but then .... -.- thank to my brain. i can't really remember the whole shit.

for certain people. i might be 'not helping' 'siding her' or ' for what you cry sia. it doesnt even involve you'

but hello... you might don treat her as friend but you couldnt force me to have the same opinion as you. and somemore add more stuff into my own belief. what with the stuck up life and friend had to do with this.?

For your info. i don't like arguement. i prefer peaceful. call me a dumbass or whatever you wan for myself own itchy hand and mouth and brain to bug into other people problem. when. like you said. it had nothing to with me. it my own natural. i don like argue and war... which it probably why i don like online game that have player VS player =.=

(finally someone had told me what does stuck up life and friend mean)

=_=|| what does that had to do with the shit sia... =.=|||

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(Credit to the person who do this picture)

-Start blogging time. 11:50pm-

Now i know why in the blog title. i put.

Walk down the dark path, how i wish, the day of light.

I am in a lost place.. hopefully someone can find me in the dark and bring me some light of warm.

and i finally know why i am addicited to D.gray-man Opening 1 ' Innocent Sorrow'

Look at the english lyric

From this gaping wound in my chest flows pain in the dark
Dissolving the love that binds each instant together

Thrashing with a fever from which I cannot awake, I can't even hear the last voice

Don't cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh...
Softly touch my upraised palms, never...until the end

Fragile wishes like the sand that spills over, close to the light
Your face is closed, blurred by the tears that never dry up

My prayers pierce deeply through the cracks of my fingers

Don't cry, how much endless pain and sorrow
Could I have saved you from? Oh...
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end
Release it, so far away

With these wings of life, I long for the time of rebirth

Don't cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh...
Softly touch my upraised palms

I've been searching for an unfading miracle called you
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end

Can someone 'save' me? i don't know.
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... i simple don't know what to write. for 14 and half year. i am used to being alone. the lone-ly-ness... let me tell you. it took more than human support to get through it. you had to force yourself. force force force... be cold blooded.. and negative stuff.. so that bullier will leave you alone and they won't give you trouble... ... guess write too much in public is no good. i should stop.

-End of writing of post. 12:06am-

stupid comment. = instant glare. i am warning. i am not in a good mood = dark side is more than white side.

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