GUYS!!!!!!!! DGM COSPLAYER! if you are cosplay d gray man character 2nd uniform. their uniform color is BLACK AND SILVER!!!! not BLACK AND WHITE IS SILVER NOT WHITE!!!... i found this out last week.. and now. i am trying to turn my black and white 2nd allen uniform to black and silver.... so far so good.. except the main top.. got zipper.. i am thinking.. if i spray with the zipper zip up... later cannot zip down. if i spray without zipping.. later cannot zip -.-... anybody spraypaint your zipper before? can you zip after wards?
another problem for me bout my uniform is it made for CROWN CLOWN version... so cutting away the mao mao(AKA fur) and trying to make the mao mao black... took big effort... it working abit.. but if your eye are good.. you can still notice the mao mao T_T... not easy to cut!! i will post some photo on the next post tomorrow or so T_T... just good luck to me.. my main top uniform.. mess up quite a little... =(
here the photo.. of the mao mao i try to turn black on the 'armpit' part
fuck up month sia. damnit. that why i hate my birthday month. it alway bring bad thing/incident/relationship. all stuff that is bad fall on me. oh well. i don't really care le. i already give up on certain thing that will only happen between human long long time ago.
well. i guess. soon or later. certain friendship will sure be destroy. as usual. my longer friendship last time. last for half a year. let see this one. can last how long. and as usual. sooner or later. i will return to my cold self again. my moral. have fun while the thing last.
-1st longest. 6month -2nd longest. 3month.
something to share. D.Gray-man: Sousha no Shikaku / 奏者ノ資格 ending video XD... (ignore some wind sound please and sorry for the suck quality. i take using handphone.)
Allen is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Allen will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Allen an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Allen is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Allen is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
Me: WOW o_O seem quite true LOl!
People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Allen has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Allen also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then she will deny she is the life of the party, because fear has overcome her natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. she is a people person
Me: i not sure of this.. sweat..
Allen will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Me: yes. this is so correct 8D since you wan opinion. i will just give an honest one. which alway get me into trouble so i tend to tell the person... do not ask me to go opinion.
Allen can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.
Me: Hoho!~ don like it? go to hell bah~ i doesnt need your opinion on my every move XD
Because Allen has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Allen is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Allen is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble!
Me: quite true... i get irritated by people who are slow on shopping. that why shopping aren't in my list 8D
Allen is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Allen basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Me: the planning part!! *eye sparkle* i alway help my dgm team plan the time de =D
Allen will take action on her thoughts. She is positive that her views are correct for her. She has the ability to seem as if she is positively correct when answering a question, even if she does not have the slightest idea of the answer. Allen displays a self-confidence that makes everyone else sure she is correct. She is positive of her own views, but not necessarily stubborn.
Me: this is what i call. psycho-ing people mind. i am good at it 8D
Something is incomplete in Allen's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Allen's sexual needs.
Me: does daydream of Allen-kun counted? -_-||
Allen has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Allen's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Allen has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Allen is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.
Me: i will think o.o sure.. BUT I WONT TRY!!!
Allen has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Allen's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Allen has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Allen is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Allen is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!
Me: I wont try. i only will think... YAOI 8D
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Allen has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Allen fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Allen has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Allen seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Allen seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.
seriously. today, went to school. bored. slack. have to mix with a bunch of girl that i really hate. just to waste time. and than base on our EOy math paper. we have to do how many question and end up i need to do like 70+ question of math. after school. had a cup of drink and went the art work shop and -work- there for 3hr before going back home. not that i hate it. but when i reach home, right after i went login msn. i was being spam, fine. i still can spam back for awhile. but it getting abit too much. because i was simply too tired and my two idiotic brother still have face to ask me go buy food when they slack at home whole day. using the fucking excuse saying the last time they buy already. so it my turn. Heh. like wise. i really sure the last time i was the one who go down and buy food for dinner. think me what? slave?maid?servant?... in the end. they call macdonald for delivery meal and once again. bankrupt liao still wan to eat mac. and i have to pay for the 70% of the cost.
Seriously. today, not a good day for me. tired sure make your 'badmood' aura come out.
LOL! Today. go school, Bored, Watch show, sleep, slack, talk. go school just to mark the dam attendence.. sigh~
after school go meet up with other 3R's and shouji. trouble and kuroko chan is not able to go (because kuroko chan go play his basketball.. but was cancel by my Nakama(weather rain) 8D..)
we buy food and went to west coast. 8D just crazy crazy there for few hr than go IMM for dinner. ryan and shouji go daiso brought a freak boobs... thingy LOL... partically LAUGHING LIKE CRAP 8D
and somehow i don't know why i leaking out black aura yesterday and today ~~ either way. after the outing my mood improve =D
my friend and i went to seoul garden to eat and also celebrate my advance birthday that day .... after we finish. someone just suddenly mention. the game "guess the number" first is ryan kena-sabo-ed. next is kuroko chan.. than next is me.. and some itchy hand go put RAW MOYASHI.... in to the who'know'what'inside' drink........ T_T
oct11. my birthday clash with cosplay event *clap clap* went to meet up with kuroko chan and shouji at -somewhere- and go meet the others.
when we had our stuff finish and rush for the event.. in the trip -_- i was whack by kuroko chan hammer for the god countless more than 30time? and smack by kanda mugen once. OUCH. (i give off black aura at that moment) (and a birthday bash.. after the event. making me feel like vomit blood that time. ouch lor T_T)
we went to ... where. -_-||| to rest for like half hr. i don know why i was feeling so emo and disturb 'someone' at the same moment whose i won't mention who.. (sorry~ own secret is a secret =D)
and other place for dinner. o.O
Hmm.. and went home after ward. not much stuff..
anyway. my new allen wig this time round. the thickness was *scream yes* but the lenght at the bangs is.. MUST CUT CUT AND FIX FIX. let try again next time at AFA 08 . doing 2nd uni allen (not crown clown)
*tim bite me. ouch.. see la. even tim bully me also. it like saying. good luck in understanding =x)
OH YAYA!!! LAST PAPER FOR THE YEAR!! FINALLY CAN SLACK WOOOOT... but then. i think i will retain again in secondary 3 bah... thinking how my crazy math teacher say math paper 2 only got like 5 people pass.. crazy lol.
tomorrow is marking day which totally have no plan... slacking at home bah ~~~~ so bored... T_T
oh well.. can use that bored time to fix my new allen wig and research more allen poses.. =x
i need a black tie for my cosplay .... allen walker school version.. on next saturday cosplay event.. i original wan to be 2nd uni allen... but sudden a change of plan.. make me trying to get black tie asap ~~~~
help me... lol.. i dun wan to buy.. because i only use for cosplay as mine causal outfit is not like those formal formal type ~~~~
WOOOOOT.. i try the game on my taicho house.. and guess. what? even though the battle system is like old rpg type.. i was addicited to it 8D
it quite fun.. meanly because of the character... hoho *drool over allen cuteness*
anyway.. for some WEIRD REASON.. my mom sudden tell me my bro wan to buy a ps2 o_o|| i was like WTH!? with ps2 i can just burn the game and play ~~~~ i still got FMA ps2 game 1 with me lol... and now add on with d gray man.. i am so so so so happy~
yay~ after creating this account and let it rot for like... almost a year? someone finally taught me how to blog -_-... i am going to alasse house later 8D and she will also burn me copy of d gray man ps2 game... *eye sparkle*
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i got an copy of d gray man ps2 game... there one problem.. my computer cant read dvd disc -.- ... i can play ps2 game in my computer.. hoho i have my way 8D
